Chapter 27: Aurora P.O.V
My legs felt wobbly, like I was seconds away from falling over anytime Levi let's of my body. Each step we take to get closer to the mansion, I feel the impending doom set over me and there isn't anythign I can do but tell the truth.How do I tell them the truth? How the hell do I tell them that when my wolf and I fought I onyl felt the pull towrads Levi during one of my darkest episodes? What kind of darkness did he have within him for me to feel such a strong and urgent pull towards him? All I really know is that I needed him in that moment and I ahd no clue how to reach him.
I looked up at Levi, his arms were large and he was easily over six foot like both of his brother but instead his arms and hands were covered in old and some newer scars. It terrified my wolf and I no end that he probably willingly put himself in that position. What did he go through for his body to be scarred like that and was it similar to what I have gone through? Who had developed the techniques to punish wolves like this? Did an ememy do this to him? Did someone he knows do thsi to him? I had so many questions circling through my brain and then it happened. Each one of my mate's had bit me when I was passed out and somehow it made my wolf stop.
Her ruthless and cutt-throat comments about me or even my mate's had slowed down or stopped altogether once they had sinked their teeth into my skin and my blood felt like it was on fire, burning through me. We had finally managed ot make it through to a clearing when levi sat me down on a log, "Here, princess. I think you should be able to walk pretty easily till we get back to the mansion." He whispered, taking in every strain in my face while taing in our surroudings, looking for some immenent danger that wasn't there.
I touched his torso, "Levi, can I talk to you?" I whispered, asking for the serious talk I needed to have with him and my other mate's. He looked deep into my eyes, I shivered from the light wind blowing through the clearing, "What's wrong?" He asked, making me bite my lip. He is so much sexier when he looks at me like this, caring and overprotective, posessive? I bit the inside of my cheek and played with the hem of the shirt, "I need to talk to all three fo you about somethign taht happened when I was passed out.. it has to do with my wolf." I trailed off, tryign to soudn confident but it sounded more liek I was questioning myself if it really ever happened. Truthfully, part of me has been hoping that I had temporarily lost my mind and had a hallucination.
Liam and Lucas stalked over to where Levi and I were sitting,"What's wrong, Angel?" Liam whispered, his hand grazed over my cheek while he looked over my body like some magical injury would show up. I took in a deep breath, "D- Do you ever feel like your wolf hate's who you are? Liek in a wants to kill you way?" I asked, slightly nervous about how they were about to respond. Lucas sat next to me, his leg flush against mine. His hand rubbed my thigh in a slow motion, "No, what do you mean and what does this have to do about earlier?" Lucas stared into my eyes, ordering me to tell him the truth nonverbally.
"My wolf tried to kill me when I was in knocked out." I whispered, squeaking out my answer. It was barely loud enough for my words to be heard by their wolf hearing. I played wiht my hands and focused on the floor, it looked so peaceful with the vibrant colors. Lucas growled under his breath, "What the hell do you mean?" He snarled, liek it was my fault. I could hear the snarl, the vicious way that his wolf was preparing to kill something and the wya his breathing became mroe erratic, "I was dying when you bit me." I winced, waiting for the three of them to break into a fit, to hurt me or punish me into oblivion but it never did because they weren't my parents.
"What do you mean, princess." Levi whispered, I could hear his wolf's voice under his own, hinting at the little control he was maintaining. He squatetd down on his knee;s so he could be at my level, I took another deep breath and thought about the best way to tell my three mate's that her power and determination to kill us almost won.
"When I passed out she became physical in my mind space. She went on and on reminding me hwo weak I am for never stopping my parents or even my mom from hurting me. She made a lot of accusations towrads me about why you don't want to mark me right now and a lot of them I know aren't true but she's part of me.She know's which things and flaws to poke at just enough to make me give into some of her darker demands, she know's which things to remind me of to make me give up. an-" I started explaining, but hwo do I explain my wolf almost killed me? Killed us? Killed their mate and Luna Queen? Did my mate's have enough control of their wolves to not murder me?
"What do you mean give up?" Lucas growled lowly, it was a warning of what was to come. I know this, but I thought it would be Levi losing control not Lucas and definitely not Liam.
"She took over my mind and I could feel myself slipping away and she only wanted one wolf, Levi's." I focused on the way the wind was making the grass sway. Looking at the grass, no matter hwo boring is a thousand times better than telling my mate that I am to weak to handle their strong mate.
"Your wolf, she's dark. I'll have to help you, but she's drawn to my darkness princess." Levi explained, like it was the simpliest fuckign answer out there.
"How do you know that?" I sighed, stumped on how he could keep such vital information from me.