Chapter 46: Please

Fuck, I couldn't wait any longer. I needed to be inside him.

I grabbed the lube and rubbed it over my cock, then pressed the head against his entrance.

Resting a hand on his head, I held his gaze once more. I wanted to watch every expression on his face as I penetrated him.

"Damon " he said in a husky voice." Please."

He was as desperate as I was. I sank into him, moaning as I felt myself enveloped in the intense heat of his body.

BAILEY

I took a deep breath as Damon penetrated my body. I grimaced at the brief flash of pain as the head of his thick cock plunged deep into me, piercing that tight ring of muscle with a slow, steady onslaught that robbed me of mental coherence. I closed my eyes tightly as I waited for my body to relax, concentrating on anything but the burning as Damon settled fully inside me.

When I opened my eyes, I found Damon watching me with an intensity that took my breath away. It was too much. I didn't know if I wanted to sink into him or run away. I pulled his mouth to mine and kissed him to distract myself from my thoughts. I didn't think blurting out "I love you" was the right thing to do, even though I was slowly realizing that this guy was stealing my heart just like he was stealing mine.

Damon had said that I was his and that he wanted everyone to know it too. He said it like it was inevitable, like it was something I had no hope of fighting or escaping. I was his. Forever. I should be running in another direction, I should be scared to death, but I was not. I was simply overwhelmed by it all. I didn't want to fight it; I wanted to give up.

I knew it was pointless, I knew this was all crazy, but I wanted to be his. I wanted everything from him. His passion, his brooding darkness, all his violence. I wanted it all because, deep down, I knew he would do anything for me. He'd even burn the world down if I asked him to, and that idea was fucking thrilling.

My cock dripped between us, leaving a sticky puddle against my skin. Damon sank his face into my throat, his mouth sucking hard against my skin, marking me. I rolled my eyes as he penetrated me, his cock hitting that spot that sent shivers down my spine. "Harder. Fuck me harder."

Damon grunted and wrapped his arms around my thighs, pushing them higher and plunging his cock deeper. I didn't think it was possible to feel so full, but fuck, his cock hit me so deep. I couldn't think of anything else. I didn't want to. Damon was giving me what I wanted, ramming into me with a speed that should have been lethal. He was relentless. Brutal. It pushed all my thoughts away until all I could feel was him.

"Yes. There. Right there. More. " I was a sea of words as I gripped my cock, jerking myself off to the rhythm of Damon's onslaught. Fuck, it wasn't going to be long before I was falling over the edge.

"I'm going to cum," Damon growled as he looked down to watch his cock disappear into my hole.

"Fuck. Yes. Cum inside me." I was rambling, but I didn't care." I want to feel it."

"Beg me " he demanded, turning his eyes to mine, his gaze fierce.

I couldn't even feel a hint of shame. "Move over. I need it. Please, Damon . Give it to me."

His hips lurched and he pressed them against mine, so hard he left bruises on me. Feeling his throbbing deep inside me was enough to drive me into ecstasy. I spilled my orgasm between us, clenching my cock in my fist until my whole body shook with overstimulation.

"Are you okay?" asked Damon as he lay on top of me, resting his chin on his joined hands.

"Yes. I'm fine. More than fine. "I smiled lazily at him, my energy completely drained. "And you?

He grinned at me, and his pointed fangs winked. "Yes. I want to stay inside you forever."

That was fine with me. Especially if it meant he was going to fuck me like this again. "I wouldn't mind."

He kissed my chin. "Good. Because you're mine forever."

Damon let go and made me feel empty. Disconnected. Until he hugged me and I snuggled my head under his chin. I liked this, being skin to skin, but I couldn't help the doubt that crept up on me again. I frowned. "Are you serious?"

"What?"

"That I'm yours forever?" It was such a foreign concept. Forever. Eternity. It sounded so final. "What if you got bored of me? Or when I get old and you don't want me anymore?"

"Bailey " Damon said in an unchallenged tone " This isn't a game to me. I've been waiting for you my whole life, and if I told you half the things I think when I look at you, you'd probably run away screaming."

My heart skipped a beat, my pulse quickened, and my breath came in short gasps. "Like what?"

His gaze met mine, searching my eyes for doubt. I didn't have any. I wanted to know. All those dark, violent thoughts I might have, I wanted to own them.

I want to slip into your skin, just to be as close to you as possible. Until there's no way of knowing where you start and I end. I want to tie you to my bed just to keep you away from everyone else. And I will never, ever let you go.

I smiled. "Never? Not even to ask me out on a date?"

Damon frowned. "If I ask you on a date, I'll make sure no one else is there to see you."

"You're ridiculous " I said fondly. I couldn't help but smile even if I wanted to.

" I can't help it. " He shrugged " It's my nature. I've lived a long time, and you'd think that would allow me to get by in society with ease, but I don't." The older I get, the less human I become.

Well, maybe you'll have me another seventy or eighty years. Maybe I'll rub off on you.

Damon cupped my chin and looked back at me. "I can give you eternity, Bailey You just h

ave to ask for it."