“That woman you are was with. She looks rose in the titanic. That re hair woman.”
He massage his temple.
Kiki is just stressing himself for not so important things. Why don’t he enjoy himself instead.
Me, In this full of problems life I decided to be grateful, I rather choose gratitude over ungrateful.
“Claire,” he said, “her name is Dolly.” He corrected me.
“Look at it, you never forget her name but mine you forget about it. You are bad.”
“Claire, I don’t have time to have a fight with you tonight. I’m already tired with work.” he said frustrated and stress
I stare at him and he can’t stay his glares in one place. He keeps on looking everywhere.
When I can’t suppress my tears anymore I left him, my tears doesn’t deserve him. My tears are precious like a real pearl.
He is asshole for making me feel these feelings.
I don’t deserve to be feeling sad.
It hurts when it feels like he is hiding me and not proud of me, is that because of how I look? Because of my flaw? My pimples? But my pimples makes me stand out.
I am not seeing where I am heading at and I keep on running and walking when I bumped into woman with bad attitude, she slaps me when the wine throw on her gown.
“Get out of my sight now! Stupid bitch!” She yelled at me like she is going to eat me alive.
People here are bad.
I look at Huan and she is talking with someone and when she caught me looking at her she glared at me. He stops talking to that lady when someone suddenly shout.
I look at Huan while crying.
I feel so alone and hopeless.
The person that I am hoping to be my ally turn his back on me and hurt me.
I am finding the exit until the woman whom I get the same gown stops me and block my way. She already change and wearing a elegant gown.
He suddenly madly pulled me in the dark area and she slaps me, “That’s for humiliating me earlier.” I feel my cheeks numb.
My heart pain is nothing compare to her slaps.
I don’t care anymore if I am going to die.
Someone kicked me in the tummy and I received another slap. I don’t know who is hurting me. I am just letting them hurt. I don’t have the energy to fight back, I am already hurt so much.
“Can I have the attention of everyone, please.” I heard the emcee announce.
“Let’s go, the party is about to begin.” I hear of her friend said it.
I received another slap before they left me here.
Even they do bad at me I still believe that the Lord will bless me and don’t neglect me. The lord is not neglecting those good ones.
There’s a lot of rich , powerful and rich people around the world but good persons are rare to find. Those things are going to vanish but being a good a persons? Huh it won’t go and it stay remain. That’s the one they won’t take away from you.
“Stupid! I want Kienzo, not you!”
“Dolly, Shut up, my family didn’t not happy when you made a scene is the house!”
“Let go of me! I am pregnant at Kienzo, if you hurt our baby I will kill you!”
“I don’t care!’
‘Asshole! Where are you going to bring me?! This is against humans rights, I will sue you… let go of me my wrist is already swollen.”
“What the hell! Who’s that woman?!”
“Claire?! Shit! What happened to you?!” Kenzo helped me to get out of here.
“Damn! Who the hell did this to you and where the fuck is Kienzo?!” He asked in a rage voice. He looks mad and he clenched his fist.
I couldn’t stops myself from crying in his shoulders and hug him.
“see, you left your wife with my husband- Kienzo! Hmmp!”
“Where the hell is Kienzo, huh?!” He release from the hug and he looks mad. His breathing is getting heavy.
I couldn’t talk because I don’t know what I am going to tell him.
“Let’s go home.” His chest is tightening.
“K-kenzo…”
“Save it later.” He helped me to walk. I don’t have the energy to walk. I feel so weak.
He brought me in his condo and until we reach his condo I am still crying hard. I look ugly now.
“Where is Kienzo? Why are you there?” He asked me as we sat to his leather sofa.
I stiffed.
He sighed and get up. When he came back he have a glass of wate in his hand and hand it over me.
“What did my brother do to you? Tell me, Claire. Don’t be scared. Tell me the truth.” The serious sides of him.
I cried at his concern for me.
“And who the hell did this to you?!” His sounds mad and he held the side of my face trying to not hurt me and scan my bruises in my face. I don’t feel the pain my cheeks because my heart feeling is more painful.
I don’t wanna pain anymore. But, grandma says that in life we need pain for able to grow. In every process and stage there’s a process because it is needed and no one is going to avoid it.
“Kenzo.” I am feeling hurt. I Haven’t drink the water that he gave me.
“Claire, damn it tell me, don’t be scared. I am here for you! If I found out what he did to you I am going to kill him! .” He didn’t blink norr smile teasingly. He’s really serious to what he said.
He is mad.
They are kind but when they are mad they are becoming different persons.
He is clenching his fist. His face is serious and he is clenching his jaw too. His seriousness makes me uncomfortable, I am not to used that he is like this. I am facing a different Keke tonight.
“Claire, tell the hell to me!” he threatened me.
I don’t know how to say it all to him and where to starts.
This things makes my headache. It confuse me what Kiki said if he is truly married to Dolly or he said that to hurt me.
“K-iki…” My hands is shaking and the glass feel down.
Kenzo’s wife is lucky to have him, Keke is so kind. His attitude his far from his twin brother. They may have the same face but they have different attitude but they are bot kind and helping me I needed one of them. Kienzo is a asshole and heartless.
“He didn’t h-hurt me.” trying to make him believe me..
He close his eyes and sighed again.
“I know, I know. What should I expect? You won’t make his image bad in front of everyone and..” He said disappointed.
“Kenzo,” I pointed at my heart. It’s so hurt that I am having a hard time to breath. This pain is slowly killing me.
He looks at my heart where I pointed my finger, he look at my face too.
“You had a fight with my brother, am I right?” I can’t explain his tone. Based on it he feel pity for me.
Cried in his question.
I tired to speak even I am hard time because I am crying, “he is heartless. Does he don’t understand our langue , is he speaking mandarin? I explained many times to him about me and Lorex. What he wants me to do? Jump from the cliff? I am breaking up with Lorex before but he did not agree on me and now he is in jail.” I don’t know why I return to Lorex. He was kind to me but he is addict! And manipulating me.
“Believe me Kenzo, he is an addict and he is threatening me, he even forcing me to the things that I don’t want.” I am desperate to tell this to Kenzo. I loved Lorex but not the love that I feel for Kiki.
Kenzo sighed again, “he’s jealous.” He said as a matter of fact. “Don’t worry, I’ll handle him for you.” he caress my hair and smile at me, he is not mad anymore and he looks more relax compare earlier.
“Let him for now. He’s not thinking straight when there’s a thing bothers him.” Kenzo assures me.
He remove his hands in my head and he get the compress. He brought that together with the water he gave me but I broke his glass. I don’t have money to pay for that glass.
“Now, tell me who the hell did this to you.” He asked dangerously. He put the compressor on my face. He put it gently.
If ever there is someone hurted Keke I will hurt her too, I am going to protect this man at all cost because that’s what he is doing on me and he always save me too. He is attracted and maybe if I didn’t met Kiki I am not in love.
“Don’t cry anymore.” He said when another bunch of tears fell from my beautiful big eyes.
“Those women we bumped in the party, that woman who I had the same gown.” I said.
“I’ll handle them.” He focus on doing something on my face.
“Kenzo, how about Kiki?” I crying again.
“I can’t ask you to unlove my brother but please know that I’ll be always be here,” he said deeply and sincere, “I’ll help him to calm down. I’m going to talk to him.” he said without any emotions and he is focus in my cheeks bruises.
I have this feeling that He can’t convinced or talk to Kiki, that man is not listening to anyone and I guess that no one can calm Kiki.
Now I know that Kiki have a bad hot tempered.
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“Damn it! Where the fuck is my wife?!” Kienzo welcome his older brother with those words and cussed.
They are in the rooftop of the building in Keke’s condo. Kienzo abruptly came her when Keke called him to come over.
“I’m glad that you’re still listening to me, Kienzo.” Kenzo stated serious. He expression became blank. He will handle situation seriously now and he needs to meddle with his business, Kiki is out of mind and not thinking straight, he is consume butu his feelings and emotions.
The wind is so cold and it slapping their faces but the fire between cannot cool by the wind. Kienzo looks tipsy and wasted, his hair is messy and his eyes are tender.
Kienzo is still wearing their three piece suit, while Kenzo is wearing a cream hoodie.
“Damn it! Kenzo! Where the hell is my wife?! Damn it! Why are we here?! Don’t play a dumb on me!” Kienzo is not in the mood. Why his older brother can’t get straight to the point?
They are both raging mad. Kienzo already annoyed at his old siblings in the party.
Imagine them, fighting over a woman.
“Damn it, don’t treat me like that because I am still the older between the two of us.” Kenzo clenched his fist. Kiki is getting crazy and he needs to send him in a Psychiatrist to have a check or brought him in asylum. If he didn’t not okay within fourteen days starting this day he will sent a appointed to a psychology.
Kienzo smirked and loosen his neck tie, “c’mon, stop being arrogant and proud that you are the eldest. You are just two days older than me brother.”
Kenzo didn’t stop himself and punched Kienzo in the face. Now they can fight freely and kill each other without someone stopping them.
Kienzo punch him too.
“You old Enzo! You asshole! I had been stopping myself from punching you! You keep on sticking your nose in my marriage! And fuck you! Stop nearing in my wife!”
Kenzo wipes the side of his lips, Kiki punch him so hard .
“Fuck you to the highest level! Do you have amnesia! Or you’re just really a stupid?! You fucking asked me to assist your wife in that damn event!” Kenzo doesn't get his brother's logic. He have messy mind and crazy actions.