Chapter 79: A SHADE FROM THE PAST
Lisa’s POV
The storage closet has the smell of dust and time forgotten.
It’s the sort of place where no one comes unless they really have to — a back corner hidden behind the newer, cleaner parts of the building. A repository for things that had once been significant and were then silently dropped.
I don’t even know what I’m looking for when I lift the lid on the first box.
A few ancient marketing files, used stationery, old company brochures with the logos reincarnated as ghosts. I mindlessly push them from me as I remain distracted, my thoughts lying somewhere within the ranges and between Leo’s gaze from earlier.
Then my fingers touch something smooth.
A narrower box, underneath a stack of folders.
I pull it out.
My breath stutters even before I open it.
There are photographs.
Old ones. Glossy edges are slightly bent. The corners rounded from being held by hand repeatedly.
And there I am. In white.
It takes me a second to fully recognize myself.
The Lisa in the photo looks...composed. Almost serene. Her hands are folded, as though she had resigned herself to her fate at once. She is next to Leo, the gap separating us polite and measured as if we had just been announced husband and wife.
No joy was visible.No hint of excitement…Just formality.
A contract come to life in photographs.
I lift the top one carefully.
The ceremony had been exactly as it appears — expensive, elegant, hollow. Our families had smiled. The guests had toasted. And beneath layers of silk, lace and expectation, I had felt like an actress playing a role written by men with bigger wallets than empathy.
I look at Leo in the picture.
His face is a studied blank. His hand on my back feels more like a duty than a display of warmth. His eyes don’t meet mine. Not in that picture. Not in any of them.
Was there any part of him in those days that was that, too? The silent weight of it all? The unnatural quality of vows recited without heat?
“I remember when this was taken,” a voice says from behind me.
My heart skips a beat, I didn’t turn right away.
“You didn’t say much to me all day,” he says quietly, still walking.
I glance back. Leo is just inside the door, a hang loose, look out for me look relaxed but guarded that seems to read like he doesn’t want to be caught peeking in on something delicate, like he’s trespassing in your life. He finally looks at the pictures I’m holding. Something unreadable skips in his eyes.
“It was like a merger of two companies,” I whisper. “Not a wedding.”
He exhales slowly. “That’s because that’s exactly what it was meant to be.”
I put the photo back into the box and pull out another.
This one is taken of us standing apart, looking in opposite directions, while the photographer tries to make us look as though we’re closer together than two people who didn’t know how to touch hadn’t yet.
“Look at us…friends cosplaying as soulmates.”
“But that’s not what it feels like right now,” I whisper.
He steps closer.
Not quite enough to touch, but enough for every nerve in my body to register his presence.
“No,” he agrees. “It doesn’t.”
“There’s warmth,” I say, my voice shaking with truth. “There’s confusion. There’s jealousy. And there’s something you never had to pretend to be in these pictures.”
I tremble as I lower the last photograph.
“…There’s feeling.”
The silence swells around us. Heavy, brooding. A moment dense with all we never said then and all we are failing to say now.
He looks me over.
Not the business partner…Not the duty.
Not the man she married in the white pages.
But the woman whose back is to him now, inhaling him as though he is both her ruin and her coming home.
“I never thought we’d get here,” he says. “I thought we were always going to be those two kids in the photographs.”
“What changed?” I whisper, “My heart beating so loud I can barely hear my own voice.
He responds immediately without hesitation.
“You.”
My eyes soften. “I didn’t change.”
“Yes, you did.” He looks at my face like he’s trying to commit it to memory. “You got real with me. And somehow… you made it safe for me to do the same.”
My chest tightens at his admission.
The room skims away, and the shipping crates disappear. All that is was this moment, this truth we are at last brave enough to reach for.
“You could have continued treating me like a formality,” I whisper. Like the rest of the paper work we signed."
“I tried,” he admits. “To a point… ‘that stopped working.’ So I went away, and I left ‘that’ behind.”
He moves again.
He closes the gap completely this time. My pulse is racing under my skin.
Every breath between us is sacred, I think.
“If this had been our wedding day…” he mutters under his breath “I would have kissed you.”
He hasn't yet.The anticipation stings so sharply, it’s almost painful.
And then — finally — his hand lifts to my cheek.
Gentle. Certain.
He leans down and when his lips meet mine… the kiss is absolutely nothing like those staged photos that never happened.This one is deep.
Slow.
Like when you put a lid on a pot, and all the steam builds up, and then for years and years and years, it’s all left unsaid.
No witnesses.No contracts.No forced smiles.
Only the present warmth.
My hands trail along his chest none the less as my palms feel the steady beat of his heart beneath them. pulls me closer as if between us there has been too wide a gap to be bridged for too long.
The world slips away.
When we separate, the air between us vibrates up something raw and beautiful. “We have to stop pretending like it’s no big deal,” he whispers.
“I’m tired of pretending,” I say.
His forehead is against mine, his breath is tangled with mine.
“So am I.”
Outside the storeroom, the world is rolling along. People are still working, phones are still ringing, deadlines are still waiting.But in here…
They’ve come full circle now, and two people who were once tied by duty, have collided in something real.
I look down at the wedding photos one last time.
I shut the box then quietly.
Whatever comes next will not be written in by family names or legal clauses or expectations.
Now It will be written by feeling.
And his lips are still warm on mine when I walk back into his arms.