Chapter 130
Anna
I wasn’t sure how I felt facing the woman that walked out of my life years ago. I was led to believe my mother was dead and now here she stands before me. It was like a bucket of cold water had been dumped over my head. I was feeling so many emotion all at the same time.
Anger.
Sadness.
Resentment.
“Anna,” She tried to reach out to me, but I stepped back. “You’re angry with me.”
“Angry doesn’t even cover it, mother!” I glared at her spitting out mother venomously.
“Please,” She took a step forward. “just let me explain.”
“The man I thought was my father beat me senseless for years. You don’t have the right to walk back into my life and expect me to forgive you just like that.” My anger took over me as I clenched my fists. “Then I find out Vladimir is my real father.”
“I’m sorry, but please,” She caressed my cheek. “I’ve dreamt so long for this moment. I never wanted to leave you and Nikolai, but I didn’t have a choice…Vladimir didn’t give me a choice.”
I yanked her hand away full of rage. I didn’t miss the hurt in her eyes as I held nothing but hate. She was my mother, but she had betrayed me in the worst possible way. “Don’t touch me!”
Tears formed at the corners of her eyes. “But he would have killed me!”
“So that’s it huh,” I bitterly laughed as I threw my arms up. “I should just forgive you because you say your my mother. I would be dead if it weren’t for Luka and Nikolai.”
She tried to step closer and bring me into a hug. The only person I wanted in front of me right now was Luka. He always brought me comfort. I clenched his necklace in my fists. My mother’s eyes widened as she glanced at it. “Get out!”
I wanted her out of my sight.
How could my own mother do that to me?
Leave me to a monster.
She winced as I screamed for her to leave and scurried out. I let out a breath I never knew I was holding and fell to the floor screaming. I was so frustrated I had no words just screams. It echoed throughout the walls as I pounded the hardwood floor with my fists.
Why me?
I looked down through blurry vision as blood seeped from my knuckles. I felt completely numb from head to toe. The pain in my fist was nothing compared to my mother’s betrayal. I wanted so desperately to forgive her, but I couldn’t. My heart wouldn’t let me. It was too cold right now.
I curled myself into a ball and stared at the white wall. It reminded me of what I was feeling. Nothing. Absolutely nothing. I didn’t cry this time. I’m done with being the weak little princess I was perceived to be. I closed my eyes wanting to forget everything. I needed one thing and one thing only.
Luka was the only one that brought me comfort when I was upset.
The horrible truth came back to me.
Vladimir being my real father.
My mother being alive.
How she wanted me to forgive her so easily.
The deception hurt like a bitch and I’m not going to let that slide.
“Baby girl.” I could hear Luka whisper as he picked me up. My back hit something soft as he laid me down. I opened my eyes looking up in his gaze. He loomed over my small frame and frowned looking at my bloodied hands. He pressed his lips to the top of my head and left for a minute. He returned with a wet rag and held my hand.
He carefully wiped the blood off making me wince in pain from the contact. After he finished, he tossed the rag in the trash. He picked up the roll of bandage and wrapped it around my hands. I wanted. No, I needed him to make me forget.
“Luka,” My arms snaked behind his neck pulling him closer. “I-I...why do I always get hurt in the end?”
He put two fingers under my chin and whispered. “I’m here baby girl and I promise you I’m not going to hurt you. I could never hurt you.”
I reached for his belt, but he grabbed my wrist. “Don’t you want me, Papa?”
He pressed his forehead against mine and sighed. “More than anything, but we can’t right now. Your brother is downstairs…we can’t risk it.”
“You’re right, maybe later after he goes to bed?”
“I hope so, baby girl.” His right hand snaked behind my neck and pulling me to him. His lips captured mine in a greedy kiss. A kiss I so desperately craved right now. After coming face to face with my mother, I needed this kind of affection.
I just needed him.
That’s all that mattered to me right now.
Throughout the week, we found time to embrace ourselves in a kiss. every second Luka and I could sneak away, we did. Whether it was just a kiss or a quick fuck in the closet. I loved his hands on me and loved getting on my knees for him.
With my back against the wall, he pounded into me.
“Fuck me harder, Luka.” I let out a throaty moan.
“Baby girl, if I go any harder we’ll go right through the wall.
“Right there, oh god.”
Markus and Fiona has good with their promise to keep a lookout for us while we fuck like animals. Doing this made it more exciting and not knowing if anyone was watching made me orgasm so hard.
“Shit baby girl, come with Papa.” He thrust harder.
“I’m coming, Papa.” My nails dug in his back and scratched downward.
“We better hurry before anyone notices us missing.” He said as he pulled out.
“I’ll see you in a little bit, Nikolai wants me to spend the day with him.” I said kissing him one last time after getting dressed.
I rounded the corner and Vladimir stood glaring at me. “This is going to end…right fucking now.”
“Fuck you.”
“Oh, you’ve been doing plenty of that and your brother’s best friend at that.” He snarled yanking me by the arm.
“Ouch, you’re hurting me.”
“Vladimir, you better release her.” My mother warned.
“No, what they’re doing is wrong!” He hissed shoving me to the side.
“And what we did wasn’t! You don’t have the right to judge them, not when you did the same thing. Face it, you are Luka.” She stormed over and slapped him.
“Watch it sweetheart, do you want all our secrets spilled?” He folded his arms over his chest.
“Just leave them alone and come with me. There are things we need to discuss.”
“Fine, but just so you know…you don’t order me around.”
I thought they were getting along.
Must be trouble in paradise.
I’ve desperately been trying to avoid Vladimir and my mother like the plague. I was still upset that my mother abandoned me, but she was persistent to speak to me. I was avoiding Vladimir because he was beyond angry that I was with Luka. Nikolai was okay with it. Ok, so he wasn’t okay with the fact Luka had popped my cherry. I’m not saying Nikolai didn’t do anything to Luka, because he did. Shaking away that dreadful night ran away, I shuddered as I wrinkled my nose up in disgust. I was in my room when Lydia bursts through the door. Her strawberry blonde hair bouncing as she timidly smiled. As I looked at her face, I noticed a few bruises on her neck.
“What the hell happened to you Lydia?!”
Her eyes widened and instantly covered her neck. “Nothing.”
Anger boiled up at the thought of my own brother laying his hands on her. How dare he hurt her! I clenched my fists and growled out my frustrations. “That isn’t nothing! I’m going down there and telling him exactly what I think.”
She grabbed my wrists with pleading eyes. “No,” I broke free from her and ran to the door only to get pulled back. “Please, it’s not what you think.”
“Not what I think! He put bruises on you.” She shook her head with tears in her eyes. Realization washed over me as I looked more closely. “Shit! You’re together .”
How had I not noticed before?
I knew my brother was obsessed with her, but damn. I thought the attraction was one-sided.
Now it all makes sense.
All the times she disappeared.
The times my brother kept himself locked up in his office.
He was in there fucking my best friend.
“Look, I’m not mad that you and him are you know. I’m upset you didn’t tell me.”
“But it’s your brother…”
I held up a hand to stop her from saying anything else. “I’m going stop you right there. I’m okay with it, but I rather not hear about his dick.” Her cheeks burned in embarrassment.
“I’m sorry I didn’t tell you.” She pulled me in hugging my side.
“You’re my best friend and I also know how you feel.” I proclaimed winking at her.
Luka walked in eying us cautiously when Lydia pulled away and cleared her throat. “I was just leaving.”
Pulling me by the waist, he pulled me flush with his and kissed my forehead. “What was that all about?” I slid my hand under his tight fitting shirt and scraped my nails down his chest. “Baby girl,” He sucked in a breath and groaned. I scraped my nail down his zipper teasing him. I loved teasing him to the point he couldn’t take it anymore. “You want to play like that, hmm?”
I curled my lip into a smirk and teased his belt tugging on it a bit. I knew it would only be a few minutes until he took turned this around on me. He would take complete control of my body and take what is his. I could feel myself start to ache between the legs as he tugged on the waistband of my skirt. “You’re playing a dangerous game teasing me like that.”
His large callused hand found the back of my neck and pulled me against his growing erection. I loved how he made my body feel when he dominated me. With our bodies pressed against each other, he grabbed the back of my thighs and wrapped them around his waist. My
back hit the wall as his lips found mine. Just as things were about to get interesting, he was ripped away from me resulting in me falling on my ass.
Vladimir had his hand firmly wrapped around Luka’s throat and shoved him to the wall. “What the fuck?!” Luka ripped his hand off his neck and shoved him back.
“I’m not okay with this at all! For god’s sake, look how old you are.” Vladimir’s breathing was ragged and his nostrils were flaring as he clenched his jaw. “That’s my daughter.”
“A daughter that you never claimed as your own blood.” Vladimir pulled back his fist and connected it with his jaw. “You had years to come clean and you chose not to.”
Vladimir forced me to sit on the bed. I blew out a frustrated growl and folded my arms over my chest. “You have no right to tell me who I can and can’t go out with!”
“As your father, I can.” He ran his hand over his face as if he was thinking hard about something.
“You’re such a hypocrite when you slept with my mother. She was seven years younger than Mikhail and you went after her. You’re just as bad.”
The audacity of him!
“I know your angry with me, but I’m still your father.” He stood up and put his hand on my shoulder. “He’s just going to break your heart in the end.”
Luka wouldn’t break my heart.
He cares about me to much to do that.
***
Luka
Vladimir was causing trouble again. Putting negative thoughts in my baby girl's head.
"You mother fucker." I clenched my fists at my sides.
"You're just going to break her heart. You need to walk away from her, or else." He stepped forward grabbing me by the collar.
"Or else what, you are beneath me." I sneered.
"Not when he finds out the truth. That his second-in-command robbed the cradle."
"Fuck you man, it's not like that and you know it. I love her." I pulled my head back and head-butted him.
"Stay the fuck away from her!"
"I don't think so. She's the one that can't stay away from me. And guess what...she calls me Daddy."
Take that, fucker.
"Break it up you two. Not here and not now, Vladimir." Fiona warned. "Come on, Markus and I have been waiting for you." She whispered seductively.
Thank you, Fiona.
"This isn't over." He said as she pulled him away.
***
I looked over to Anna and whispered. "Stop, you're brother is right there."
"I'm not doing anything." Her hand brushed my thigh getting closer to my cock.
"Luka, did you hear me?" Nikolai said looking up from his phone.
"What was it?" I asked.
"I said I'm going to the club. I need you to go with me. Markus can stay with Anna."
"Ok. Is it business or..." I didn't want to leave her, but he was the boss.
"No, I just want to have a drink with my best man."
Damn.
He was making me feel guilty.
What was I supposed to say?
"I'm fucking your sister and she calls me Daddy."
Anna had me drawn to her the ever since she turned seventeen. We always had a deep connection since she was introduced to me, but not in a sexual way. I never saw her that way. Not until the first time I kissed her, and I knew in that moment I had to have her.
Even if it meant meeting my demise by her brother.
I knew the minute I agreed to take her virginity that I would have to have her again. She was mine now that I had a taste of her, and nobody can have her ever again.
***
I sat across from Nikolai in the private booth. He clinked his glass against mine and downed the contents. "Keep up the good work and you'll be swimming in pussy in no time. You, my friend, are going places."
Oh yeah, I been at work on your sister's pussy.
An hour later, Nikolai is tanked and I've barely touched my drink. If he wasn't so drunk, he may have noticed this.
"I'll be right back. I gotta take a piss."
One of the whores stood in my way with her hands on her hips. "Where have you been? I've missed you."
"Get the hell out of my way. I don't have time for this."
She tried to grab me, but I gripped her by the wrist and spun her around. "Don't ever fucking touch me!"
She scoffed and narrowed her eyes. "Quit lying, I know you and I know damned well you don't do relationships. You said so yourself."
I pushed her up against the wall twisting her arm behind her back making her yelp. "I don't do relationships with whores, but I do with a real woman. Do I need to call Nikolai to put you in your place?"
Her eyes widened and shook her head whimpering. "I'm sorry! Please, don't tell him."
"That's what I thought. "I released her arm and she scurried away.
I helped Nikolai into his room and made sure he got to bed.
I stepped in Anna's room and gave Markus a nod. "Can you take Nikolai a bottled water and leave a pain pill for him?"
She was my dirty little secret.
A love I could never confess to my best friend.
"Luka, I've been waiting for you." She pressed against me and cupped my balls.
In a matter of seconds, I yanked my pants down and kissed her.
"Fuck Anna, you drove me crazy at dinner. I wanted to throw you on the table and have my way with you."
I ripped her shirt and she mirrored my actions. I gripped her hips and threw her against the wall and thrust into her.
"Oh god, fuck me Luka." She gasped when I plowed into her.
Our bodies clashed together in the dark. The only place we could express our love to each other.
Forgive me Nikolai, but I love her.
I buried my face between her breasts and ran my tongue up. Licking up her neck, my lips met hers as I pumped into her.
"Baby girl, come for Daddy." I grunted.
"Papa, oh fuck." She moaned into my mouth.
"That's it, come all over my cock." I wrapped my fingers around her neck and gave it a squeeze.
"Yes, Papa." She cried out as I came inside.
What if I got her pregnant?
Would Nikolai actually kill the father of his niece or nephew when he found out?
I wrapped my arms around her waist and closed my eyes. Tonight, I was sleeping in her bed.
I knew the minute I met his dark eyes I was done for. He gave me one simple task and that was to keep my hands to myself. I bowed my head to him knowing he had heard my argument with Vladimir. I gulped and sweat started to form on my forehead.
"You know, when Vladimir came to me this morning, I didn't want to believe my most trusted man and best friend had done the unforgivable. Then, he told me he could prove it. I trusted you and what do you do? You went behind my back and tainted my sister's innocence."
I kept my gaze down ashamed of myself. He pulled his fist back connecting it with my nose. "You're fucking sick!"
Pain shot through my face and I didn't fight him back. I just took my punishment without defying him anymore than I already had.
"I-I..." He put his hand up silencing me.
"I don't want to fucking hear your lame excuse. How long?"
"A few months, but it's not like that. I lo..." He grabbed a vase smashing it to my head making me fall on my back.
"You don't know what you're saying. All you have ever done is fuck the whores in the club! Now you've done the same to my sister. You were the reason she was crying. Vladimir told me you walked away and hurt her. You turned her into a whore."
"Bullshit! He told me to walk away!"
I'm on the verge of losing it with him. Boss or not, he's not going to compare her with the sluts at the club. I started to pummel into him screaming at him. "Don't you dare say that about her!"
He kicked me off of him and shoved his shoulder into mine. "Yes. You turned her into one." There was glass all over the floor and we were both bleeding from our faces.
He pulled out his gun and aimed for my head pulling the trigger. "You're dead to me."
I shot up in the bed drenching in sweat. Fuck, it seemed so real.
It's only a dream.
Just a dream.
I quickly dressed and made my way out the door. Markus stood there meeting my gaze with a worried expression. "There may be a problem."
"What is it?" I had a really bad feeling.
"The boss...he wants to see you."
Fuck.
Here we go.
I'm sorry, baby girl.
"It may be nothing, but he seemed pissed about something."
"Thanks for the heads up. Stay with her please."