Chapter 11: Chains and Truth
POV: Nyra
The guard captain drags me through the hidden corridors with familiar brutality.
My bare feet stumble on cold stone. The vial hidden in my bandage presses against my skin with each step, a small weight that feels impossibly heavy.
We descend into the depths where Caelum's chamber waits.
I expect to hear the chains rattling. Expect to hear snarls and the sound of claws on stone. Expect the familiar signs of rage building behind the reinforced door.
But there's only silence.
The guard captain unlocks the door and shoves me inside without ceremony.
"You have one hour," he says. "Then you're going back to your cell pending the Queen Regent's final decision."
The door slams shut behind me.
I turn to face the chamber.
Caelum is restrained, but he's not raging.
He's sitting against the wall, silver chains wrapped around his wrists and ankles, connected to the reinforced rings embedded in stone. Ice stones glow in every corner, their cold blue light making the frost on the floor shimmer.
But he's calm.
Waiting.
His eyes are clear when they meet mine. Fully human. No trace of gold or fury.
"Nyra," he says, and my name sounds like relief.
I don't move from where I'm standing near the door.
Something about this feels wrong. Too calm. Too controlled. After what happened in the throne room, after he claimed me publicly, I expected them to keep us apart completely.
Not summon me to his chamber within hours.
"Are you okay?" Caelum asks, his voice quiet but urgent. "Did they hurt you?"
The question catches me off guard.
"I'm fine," I say automatically.
It's a lie. I'm not fine. I'm terrified and confused and my body aches from being thrown into the punishment cell. But lying is safer. Easier.
Admitting pain has never helped me.
Caelum's eyes narrow slightly, like he can see right through the lie.
"Nyra," he says again, softer this time. "Please. Tell me the truth. Did they hurt you after they took you away?"
"Why do you care?" The words come out sharper than I intended. "You're the one who claimed me in front of everyone. You're the one who made this worse."
He flinches like I slapped him.
"I know," he says. "I know I made everything worse. But I couldn't help it. I couldn't stand there and watch them discuss you like property while pretending you meant nothing to me."
"I am property," I say flatly. "That's what the law says. That's what I've always been."
"That's what they want you to believe."
I shake my head and take a few steps closer, though I stay out of his reach.
"It doesn't matter what I believe. It only matters what's real. And the reality is that I'm defective. Unmarkable. Property of the crown. Those are facts."
"They're lies," Caelum says, his voice taking on that fierce edge I heard in the throne room. "Lies built on more lies to keep you weak and compliant."
He shifts, chains clinking softly as he moves.
"Look at me, Nyra. Really look."
I do.
His face is paler than usual, shadows under his eyes that weren't there a week ago. But it's his wrists that make my breath catch.
The skin there is raw. Torn. Bleeding in places where the silver chains have rubbed the flesh completely away.
Fresh wounds layered over old scars. Evidence of how hard he's been fighting his restraints.
"Every night," he says quietly, following my gaze. "Every night since they started using you to calm me, I've fought these chains. Trying to get free. Trying to get to you before they could hurt you again."
"Caelum..."
"They tell me it's the bloodline madness," he continues. "That the rage makes me violent and unpredictable. That I need to be restrained for everyone's safety. Especially yours."
He looks up at me, and there's something raw in his expression.
"But I'm not fighting because of the rage, Nyra. I'm fighting because I can hear you screaming. I can hear the guards laughing while they drag you through the corridors. I can hear the healers discussing how much more blood they can take before you collapse."
My throat tightens.
"You can't hear that from here. The chambers are too far apart."
"I can," he insists. "I don't know how, but I can. Like there's something connecting us that goes beyond walls and distance. Like some part of me is always aware of you, always tuned to your pain."
He rattles his chains in frustration.
"They call you defective so no one questions what they do to you," he says. "So no one asks why a young woman is bleeding out every night in the dark. So no one wonders if there might be another way to handle my condition."
The anger in his voice mirrors something stirring in my own chest.
A flicker of rage that I've kept buried for three years because rage is dangerous. Rage gets defectives killed.
"The classification is real," I say, but even I can hear the doubt creeping into my voice. "The tests when I was a child. The healers. The law. All of it confirms what I am."
"The classification is a tool," Caelum says. "A convenient label that justifies treating you like an object instead of a person. It's easier to bleed you if you're defective. Easier to cage you. Easier to dispose of you when you're no longer useful."
The anger flickers brighter.
Then fear smothers it, cold and familiar.
Because he's right. And if he's right, that means everything I've endured for three years was deliberate. Calculated. Unnecessary.
That's too much to hold.
"I can't," I whisper. "I can't think about that. I can't let myself believe that because if I do, I'll..."
"You'll what?"
"I'll break," I finish. "I'll fall apart. And I can't afford to fall apart because falling apart means dying, and I'm not ready to die yet."
Caelum's expression softens.
"You won't break," he says gently. "You're stronger than they've made you believe. Stronger than I gave you credit for. And you're not alone anymore."
"I've always been alone."
"Not anymore," he says firmly. "I claimed you, Nyra. In front of the entire court. That means something. It has to mean something."
I want to believe him. Want so badly to believe that his claim matters, that it changes anything.
But I know better.
"Your claim doesn't change the law," I say. "It doesn't change what I am or what they can do to me."
"Then we'll change the law," Caelum says, and he sounds so certain, so determined, that for a moment I almost believe him.
"How? You're chained to a wall. I'm property. What power do we have to change anything?"
"More than you think," he says. "But first, I need to understand something."
He shifts position, moving as close as the chains will allow.
"Come here," he says. "Please."
I hesitate, but something in his expression draws me forward.
I cross the chamber and kneel just out of his reach.
"Closer," he says.
I move until I'm kneeling right in front of him, close enough that I can see the flecks of darker color in his eyes, the way his pulse beats visibly in his throat.
"I need to ask you something," he says, his voice dropping low. "And I need you to be honest with me."
"About what?"
His eyes search mine, intense and focused.
"If you're my only soulmate," he says slowly, "why can't I mark you?"
The question hangs in the air between us.
"Because I'm defective," I answer automatically. "Because I can't form bonds. The tests proved it when I was a child."
"But we have a bond," Caelum insists. "I feel it. Every time you bleed for me, every time your blood calms the rage, every time I hear you in pain even when you're not in this room. That's a bond, Nyra. That's connection."
"It's not the same thing."
"Why not?"
"Because bonds require pheromones. Scent. The ability to mark and be marked. I don't have any of that."
"Let me try," he says suddenly.
I pull back slightly.
"Try what?"
"Let me try to mark you. Let me see what happens when I try to create the bond the traditional way."
"Caelum, that's not going to work. The healers have explained this. I'm unmarkable. My body can't process the marking bite. It won't take."
"We don't know that for certain," he argues. "We only know what the healers told you. And right now, I don't trust anything the healers say."
He has a point. After everything Eryx told me, after Caelum's warnings, I'm not sure I trust the healers either.
But this feels dangerous. Reckless.
"What if it hurts you?" I ask. "What if trying to mark me triggers another episode?"
"Then you'll do what you always do," he says simply. "You'll bleed for me and bring me back."
The casual way he says it makes my chest ache.
"I don't want to have to do that."
"I know," he says gently. "But I need to understand. I need to know if what we have is real or if I'm just... broken in a different way than they think."
I understand that fear. The fear of being fundamentally wrong. Fundamentally broken.
"Okay," I hear myself say. "Try."
Caelum's expression shifts, becoming focused and determined.
"Give me your wrist," he says.
I extend my arm, the one without the hidden vial, and place my wrist near his mouth.
His hands are still chained, but he can move enough to bring his face close to my skin.
"This might not work," I warn him one last time.
"I know," he says.
Then he presses his mouth to my wrist.
Not biting yet. Just touching. His lips are warm against my skin, his breath soft.
I feel his canines extend, sharpening in preparation for the marking bite.
Then he bites down.
And recoils like he's been burned.