Chapter 40: CHAPTER THIRTY NINE: DRUGGED

/JAMIE-/

The grin on his lips widened as he said those words. I could tell he meant every sentence he said from the breathtaking smirk that appeared moments afterwards. 

I froze, staring at how much of a fool I had become. All I had thought of was getting Artemis back; I had forgotten about protecting her. Meeting her meant I would be putting her in danger; I couldn't afford that. 

"I don't love Artemis's father. She's now in a relationship with the Prince of Height; they're courting, and I don't plan on interrupting their plans because I have found solace in Bella." 

He gazed at me, his hands indicating for me to walk towards him. I hesitated, taking a step forward to ascertain he wasn't holding anything sharp. 

"Do I look like a fool to you, Jamie?" He raised his eyebrows.

I stared at him, trying to look bold and courageous as he observed my stance. 

"You've stupidly gotten yourself hooked up with this Artemis girl. As for Bella, I remember the both of you kissing in your office. I thought she seduced you, but it turns out you took her into your arms just to get at Artemis." He heaved a sigh. "Aren't you tired?"

"I'll adhere to your wishes and go on suspension, but I assure you that I will use the time wisely." I placed a bow, heading out of his chambers. 

"Before you go, Jamie." He said. 

"What is it, Father?" 

"You have one more chance left… There wouldn't be a next time nor a happy ending if you try such a thing. 

"I'll take that chance." I muttered, my voice deeper than usual. 

I could tell he was ashamed by who I had become. The son he had thought to be ruthless, icy, cold, and unreasonable reaching out for a girl he had once had beneath his legs. 

"Your suspension can become eviction. Don't be silly enough to throw yourself over the fence." I heard him chuckle as I closed the door behind me. 

Wearing a smile, I walked out of his chambers. The ladies he had ordered to entertain him were all drunk, wriggling their asses at me as I found my way to the exit. 

"Why don't I fit you in on my schedule this evening?" The fair lady whispered, her hands caressing my chest. I glared at her, hoping she would leave. 

"I could help get her off your mind." She bit my ear a bit as she let the words crawl into my ears. Her hands were quite effective on my chest, making me almost moan at her touch. 

I grabbed her hands, throwing them off of me with a groan. "I am not my father."

The drive to my private suite was filled with nothing but silence. Father had made changes to all my maids and drivers so he could keep an eye on me. It was more than that, but I didn't want to get in on the details. 

My phone began to buzz, shivers crawling in as the vibrations increased. My hand found my pocket, pulling it out the second. 

With the receiver on, I peeked in. "Hello."

"Jamie Leonardo…"

"And who are you?" I said in a stern voice. 

"Leave Artemis alone… You wouldn't live to see the break of day if you falter or believe you're invincible." The voice chuckled. 

"I and Artemis are not a pair. No matter what you say, we can never be with each other ever." I terminated the call, smashing the phone on the wall. 

I clutched my hands, my blood temperature rising by the minute. 

Why? Why do I always fuck up every time I get to be with Artemis? I always thought I could redeem myself whenever I was with her, but things always got worse. 

Maybe if I didn't have this power, this position, I could make her see that I'm not allowed brawls and status; I had a heart. A heart that's willing to fight for her all the way, a heart that's wrenching to wake up by her side, a heart that's ready to merge with hers. 

"Jamie!" Bella walks in on me. 

I watch her pace around, staring at the broken bits of my phone. She didn't bother asking why; she wasn't here for that. 

"What made you angry today?" She asked.

"It's nothing; I'm just having a hard time at work." I held up a smile, trying to hide the flaccid horror inside me.

"Are you sure about that? You know you can talk to me about anything." She poured us some wine, handing me a glass cup after some minutes. 

"I have no reason to party." I snapped. 

"If that's the case, then…" She sipped a bit, standing on her toes as she stared at me. She pushed me to the wall, taking advantage of the little space I had opened up. 

Her lips met mine, her tongue exploring my mouth as the wine flowed. The taste of grapes flooded our mouths as the kiss became intense.

She raised her left leg up, and I held it, pinning her to myself. The scent of her perfume began to sink onto mine as we began to kiss passionately. 

Her hands found my hair, exploring the strands that lay perfectly still on my head. "I want you, Jamie."

No, no, I couldn't do it. I can't sleep with her; Artemis would never forgive me for this. I wouldn't be able to forgive myself either. 

I tried to push her off, but my body was resisting. My eyes became blurry as she took off her jacket, her hands caressing my chest. 

"Do you like it?" She was whispering in my ears, pressing herself against me. My body agreed to it, pulling her closer to myself. 

"Yeah, give in to it, Jamie." She let out, muting my words with another kiss. I couldn't get enough of her. Her body, her lips, I wanted it. 

I lifted her off the floor, finding my way to the bedroom despite the intense moans she was making in my ears. 

"Come to me, bad boy." She chorused as I dropped her on the bed. 

I had to snap out of it for Artemis. 

"I want you."