Chapter 25: Hatred

Healer's Point of View (Bairon)

After she fall asleep binihisan ko siya at kinumutan. I kiss her forehead before closing my room's door.

Humiga ako ng malalim at bumaba habang mahigpit ang pagkakahawak ko sa syringe. I still saw them on the living room talking seriously.

"You have to say sorry to her Blaire! I'm serious" Dad said.

"You have no idea to her suffering! You have no idea how painful it is for a woman who had a miscarriage and being accuse!"

"I can't believe you kuya! You hurt Ate Naomi"

They're all blaming him, well he deserves it. Natahimik sila ng lumapit ako. Yumuko ako at inilagay ang syringe sa glass table. "How did you have it?" Dad ask when he pick the syringe.

Umupo ako sa tapat ni Blaire at tinitigan siya. "Sorry Dad if I borrowed one. I just used it to calm Naomi. Lately she's suffering psychological problem everytime she remembered her past. She hallucinates being tortured. She became violent so I really need it. Nakalimutan ko kasing tandaan yung pang mental niyang gamot. I forget the name kaya hindi ko nahanap sa lab mo" derektang sagot ko sa kanila while glaring at Kuya.

Tumingin siya sa'kin after hearing me. "Maybe she suffered like that because she was tortured by Skyline about the USB drive. She was physically abuse and harassed for almost 4 years in the hand of Akiro Yamada then she had a miscarriage of our child." I tried to say it casually like it's not a big deal but my hands were shaking wanting to punch this man infront of me.

"Oh my god" Mom covered her mouth after hearing me. Tumayo siya at umalis. "Kawawa naman pala talaga si Ate" Bellamy stands too at sinundan si Mom.

It's just me, Dad and him.

"Now speak Blaire.. what r-really happened 5 years ago?" Dad said in warn tone. Tumungo siya Kuya at napahilamos ng mukha.

"I-i... Left her after she save me" sapat na sa'kin ang mga salitang yun para sugurin siya at pagsusuntukin. "How could you!! Kuya!!" I didn't stop punching him until someone grab me away from him.

"How dare you do that to her! How heartless you are!"

"I did it to save our family!!" He shouted back to me kaya kumawala ako sa pagkakahawak ni Dad sa'kin.

"You selfish devil!"

"I hate you!! I will surely kill you!!"

"I entrusted her to you!! You moron!"

Sinalo niya lahat ng suntok at sipa ko sa kanya. Hindi ako nakuntento at kinuha ko ang katana sa display table at ginamit sa kanya. "Hinding hindi kita mapapatawad!" Wala siyang ginawa kundi ang umilag sa'kin.

Three shots of gun is enough to make us stop while we're outside the house already. Dad's men surrounded us then he threw 2 guns infront of us.

"Wanna kill yourselves? Then do it! And the one who lives will forget that he's a Solaire!" Binitawan ko ang Katana at pinulot ang revolver.

How I wanted to pull the trigger but something stops me. Nanginginig ang mga kamay kong ibinaba ito at ibinato sa kanya. I will never kill again.. not my own blood.

"Y-your so cruel Kuya! Y-your so cruel!" This pain just weakened me. "H-how dare you! Hurt me like this! After what I've done for you! after what you did to her! She save your child but you accuse her of killing Branica! How cruel you are!! Hindi mapapahamak yang anak mo kung binabantayan mo! Your a stupid careless father! You don't deserve to be a father! You're a demon!"

"For the Past Five years of your life! You live happily with your wife! especially when you have her! When you have Branica while me! I fucking lost my wife! And to think those years she lost our child! She suffered a lot! She was fucking abuse and tortured!! And it's all because of you! You're a Demon!!" Nanggagalaiti kong sigaw sa pagmumukha niya.

"I know what I've done Bairon.. I regret everything!"

"Hinding hindi kita mapapatawad! Never be! Over my dead body!!" Branica show up while holding her stuff toy nakasunod sa kanya si Jayka..

"Are you okay Uncle?" She ask that made me hurt more. My heart was thorned. Seeing Branica makes me think about having a child. What if Naomi Gives birth to our child?

Lumingon ako sa kanya at saka muling tumingin kay Branica. "She's your karma! Sooner or later she'll die to pay his father's sins. She will die because she has a careless father. She's just lucky earlier to be save by my wife but death will follow her. Death will!"

"Bairon!!" Dad shouted to me but I glared to them before going in. I'm so mad that my heart becomes heartless to a child.

"How cruel you are Bairon! How dare you say something like that to my daughter!" Jayka confront me at sinampal niya pa talaga ako.

Hinawakan ko ng mahigpit ang palapulsuhan niya hanggang sa mamilipit siya sa sakit. "Stay away from me because if I change my mind. Pagbabayarin ko si Kuya blaire sa ginawa niya sa'kin. He's the reason why I lost a child and almost a wife. I might do the same thing as well just for him to understand the pain I'm keeping for a long time"

"Bairon! Stop it! she's pregnant!" Dad warn me again so I let go of her hand and showed her a death glare.

I sarcastically laugh at tumingin sa kanila at sa Bata. "This is just so unfair" napapailing akong tumalikod sa kanila at umikot sa harden. Dumeretso ako sa garage at kinuha ang bigbike.

I run it off until I reach the lake. "Ahh!!! I hate you Blaire Solaire!!!" I shouted all over and throw a stone in the water.

Umupo ako sa damuhan at napa hilamos ng mukha. The pain was consuming me, nailabas ko rin ang lahat nang magkaharap kami after a very long time.

"Grrr.."

"Hey Knox.. come here" i d-didn't thought he will show up. Lumapit siya sa'kin at umupo sa tabi ko.

"Did you stay all over in the jungle?" Hinaplos ko ang makapal niyang balahibo samantalang nanatili siyang nakatingin sa kawalan. "Grrr.."

Humiga ako sa likuran niya at hindi siya nagreklamo. "I have a wife Knox.. I want you to meet my wife if there's a chance. Don't scare her okay?"

"You know.. Kuya Blaire hurt me. He was a selfish one"

"He lied to me..,"

"I really fall hard for this woman and I hurt her too"

I let out a deep sigh at tumingala sa langit. The Sky wasn't bright at all, it was cloudy.

"Whatever you say to Knox.. he won't understand you" bumaba ang tingin ko sa lalaking parating. He's with Dash while walking towards me.

"Look what you did" Knox just run away playing with Dash. He simple laugh at me at tumabi sa pagkakaupo ko sa damuhan.

"I know what happened earlier.. Bellamy told me" I didn't look to him.. I also hate him for stopping me that night.

"If you didn't stop me. Nakasama sana ako sa kanila. I protected what's mine before that fucking USB" tinapik niya ako sa balikat at saka tumungo siya.

"I'm paying for that already" I gaze to him when he said those words. He also pick some stones at sabay sabay na ibinato sa lawa...

"I fall really hard.. to an 18 year old. Fuck!" Hearing him how badly I wanted to laugh but pain filled his eyes with hot tears. "I tried my best to avoid her kuya.. I really did but fuck she's so persistent even time comes I hurt her verbally. She didn't take it seriously" this time I tap his back.

"She's in the right age anyway so I guess it's okay"

"Yes she is and she's my student. "So it was really true. "What the hell Baxley?" I can't believe na papatol siya sa estudyante niya.

"You know what kind of man I am before. A playboy but the lucky one to have his freedom.. but right now how I wish to be like you.. to be like kuya Blaire because you guys found a woman not so far from our age" napapailing akong tumingin sa kanya.

"Tell me honestly.. did you fuck that 18 year old baby girl?" Hindi siya naka imik sa tanong ko. "Well.... Sort of" I can't believe to his answer.. sort of?

"She seduce me really hard okay?" Hindi ko napigilang hindi tumawa sa kanya. "Damn you bro! That's child abuse" sinamaan niya ako ng tingin at muli siyang bumato sa lawa.

"Come one kuya I'm serious here. I actually give up being a professor already... I decided to serve in our clan. It's better than falling for a student" I sigh before facing him.

"That's the stupidest decision you've ever made. Soon you'll regret that.. you will"' nag angat siya ng tingin sa'kin nang may nangungusap na mga mata.

"You already fall so hard to her. Why don't you fight for it? Age doesn't matter. Fight for her before you lost her. It's hard to see your woman to another man's arm." Natigilan siya sa sinabi ko at napatitig siya sa damo.

"You're not a professor anymore so definitely you can love her without any problems. Go back there and fight for your feelings okay?" He nodded to me at hinawakan ako sa balikat.

"Thanks for advising me Kuya. I'll do my best to get her back.. after mom's birthday I will return" tumango ako sa kanya at sabay na rin kaming tumayo.

Pagbalik namin sa bahay ay dumeretso na ako at hindi sila pinansin. "Bairon!" Mom called so I stop without facing them. "Comeback here!" Naiyukom ko ang kamay ko at muling bumalik sa may living room.

"What is it mom?" I tried to calm myself without talking harshly.. it's mom not Kuya.

"Stay here awhile.. let's fix this mess" she begged to me while looking to Kuya Blaire.

"I might think about that if he kneel down to my wife and beg to forgive him" natahimik sila sa sinabi ko pero tumango si Mom. "Okay son, if that's what you prefer.. Blaire will do that"

"And please make it sincere." Tumalikod na ako sa kanila at dumeretso sa hagdanan. I just can't face him right now.

I slowly open the door and enter inside. She still in deep sleep. Umupo sa gilid ng kama at hinaplos ang pisngi niya. "What did I do to deserve you?" I lean to kiss her forehead.

Hindi ko mapigilang hindi tumingin sa leeg niya. It was swollen, Kuya Blaire choke her really hard. How I wanted to make him pay for it.. the fuck.

Naghubad ako ng damit at sapatos bago tumabi sa kanya. "Wake up wife.. you don't deserve to get hurt like this." I kiss her hand before hugging her tightly.

"Hmm B-bairon.. I c-cant breathe" that angelic voice. Pinakawalan ko na siya at hinalikan sa labi. "Hey.." she cupped my face and wipe my tears with a smile. "Stop crying.. you're melting me in sadness" I tried not to but I just can't.

"This is tears of joy.. you finally woke up. I'm sorry if I need to inject a sedative" umiling siya sa'kin at hinaplos ang pisngi ko. Niyakap niya ako mg husto at hinalikan sa labi.

"I love you" i uttered to her then she smiled back. "I love you too" ipinulupot niya ang mga braso niya sa batok ko and I can't help but to kiss her passionately.

My hand roam inside her clothes then she moan my name that really sounds good. "You're making me horny this early" I whispered to her then she laugh.

"You're always horny Kinky man" natigilan ako sa tinawag niya sa'kin. "Oh really? As near as I remember this wife of mine can make me cum with her mouth" she snorted to me then push me out of her top.

She went on my top and look down before looking up to my eyes. " I'm better than you" i really laugh after hearing her. "Prove it Wife. I'm ready to be eaten for lunch"

Seeing her happy was the best shots of me and seeing her sadness was the painful one.

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