Chapter 68

No! The world felt like it was crumbling on me, it was closing in. Everything crushed around me. My vision became blurred with all the tears I didn't notice were dripping down my chin.

This was not real, it couldn't be. Otherwise when its morning I'm going to wake up from this terrible jock of a nightmare. And the pups will have been in their cribs all along.

I get up from the ground I had fallen onto and wipe my face. Everything was going to be fine. As soon as I have the ability to wake myself up from this terrible place. All this wasn't real.

Walking my way to Aiden who was barking orders like it was the end of the world, I reach for him. His back was to me so he couldn't have seen me approach him. Now that I was near enough, the raw power and anger vibrating from him was so violent. It almost seem real but I knew better.

Even when I am awake I didn't like him this angry, so I did the only thing I knew. I wrap my arms around his middle from behind. Immediately, he calms down, turns and carries me in his arms. I wrap my legs around his waist and dig my nose into his hair.

I was impressed at how my mind could fabricate the exact same scent of him. The way his hair tickled my nose, the vibration of his pulse against his neck. The heat. It all felt real.

In his arms I hear him bark his last orders, I don't know what, but people were eager to not disappoint their all mighty alpha from my dream. Even in my dream, sailing in Aiden's arms felt like it was heaven. I think I just found my favorite place to hang out in the world. I'm sure I would like it more when awake. But I wasn't choosing, Dream Aiden might feel bad.

I giggle at this, of course Dream Aiden wasn't going to feel bad, he was made up after all. Then I hear silence, Aiden had stopped moving too. "Baby?" I hear in a soft voice lie the one you would use to speak to a little child who doesn't understand that her goldfish is gone forever. I thought that tactic was stupid, why would you bother to break a little child's heart by telling them unnecessary things? When you could just hope along to the store and buy her a new one. Kids didn't need to know certain things, they were just kids.

I giggle again and turn my neck so that my mouth was on his neck now facing all the frozen people who stopped to stare at us. "Yes husband" I say with a wide smile. Why the somber mood over here? It didn't matter, I was going to be out of here in no time.

"Sweety, are you ok?" Aiden asks

"Why of course sweet alpha mine" I felt like being freaky in my dream, because why not. It was just a dream. Anything embarrassing was going to remain with me and me alone. No need to be a loud mouth and go telling people that I had a bad dream then I got nasty in front of everyone.

Right there, in front of everyone there I smack plant my lips on the tantalizing pulsing bold vessel on Aiden's throat. Everyone gives a loud gasp. I didn't care, I felt like Dream Aiden was a bit on edge, I was going to fix that, the both of us, I was going to fix the both of us.

"Bella? Are you sure you are ok? Are you drunk?" I roll my eyes at the string of questions fired at me. I laugh, "I wish I was." I say.

He sniffs my breath and checks my eyes. Only reason he would be checking my eyes was to make sure that I'm not on drugs after that drunk question. I laugh out loud this time. "Chill Aiden, no I did not go off sneaking looking for Xanax in some ditch."

"What?" Aiden looks confused, "what are you talking about" he says. Clearly he doesn't realize that this is all a dream and that I probably won't be able to remember all this in the morning. He was a dream after all.

"It's okay Aiden, I won't remember this in the morning so don't be too much weird okay? Be easy on me." I say.

Some of the people looked amused at my sight. Whatever. I as just going to wait patiently until I awake, it must be soon. Why was I taking so much time? then a thought flashes in my head; what if I never wake from this nightmare and keep on jumping from nightmare to nightmare. Nah. That was highly unlikely, nothing of that sort was going to happen.

Aiden at this point looks confused more than ever, he also looks very worried. It was understandable, in this dream world we had just lost our babies, our pups. Oh no that would not do, no I wasn't going to cry in this dream world, non of this was real so it did not hold the capacity to hurt me. I just felt sorry for Dream Aiden who was going to suffer thinking this was reality.

"What? Bella, look at me, Bella, did you hit your head? Are you hurt anywhere else?" he asks while feeling my head and arms. He for sure could ask ridiculous questions, of course I was fine.

"What are you talking about Aiden, of course I am fine. You are the one who is acting funny." I giggle, "I should be touching you and asking you if you are ok" I say flirting with him.

The gasps sound all around, and faint whispers about the Luna going delirious sound. I wonder which Luna they were gossiping about. It couldn't be me because this dream was mine, they wouldn't possibly be gossiping about me.