Chapter 64

Aiden had a guy go over to the woods and collect his and my outfits. I was so excited, at first I wasn't but now I warmed up to the idea.

Aiden wasn't back yet, he was probably still handling pack matters like humans kill werewolves. Sounds like a title to a horror novel if you ask me. This was not the time to make jokes about impending crisis that might actually eliminate my specie.

But, in my opinion, that was entirely impossible, in my more graphic view it was only going to start war. Psh , Bella, what has gotten into you thinking negative like that, I reprimand myself.

Anyway, war or not I had a shower tomorrow and Dina was going to be here as early as a dove, I needed a good night's rest and then some. The same tomorrow possibly we were going to have our special full moon.

Tomorrow night was going to be the night my pups will turn to their human selves for the very first time. It had to be perfect. For them anyway I wanted it painless for them, good thing I was going to be there every step of the way, encouraging them, supporting them.

These pups of ours were going to grow in love. Then there was that issue about Rafe possibly inheriting Aiden's anger issues. But I think I had it all figured out, I hope. Here is my theory, all Aiden wanted was love, good unaltered love and support. He got uncontrollably angry because he was constantly being misunderstood and hated for it.

My big man was hurting, he was hurting so bad that he set a wall to protect him from feeling. He did talk about a girl at the playground who understood him its why he was willing to get with me because I reminded him of her.

Truthfully I don't know how I felt about that fact, it was disturbing and I felt a little jealous that he only got with me because of another girl. But to be fair, I didn't like him at first and the time we met I was being pursued by my ex Sabastian, lord bless his soul.

All in all, I bet that girl would have never loved Aiden like I do, this was me being spiteful. Still I dint like this Juliet girl or whatever her name was she imposed a possible threat that might or might not be in existence right now. I couldn't help myself think that what if she showed up and Aiden preferred her to me. No, that simply wouldn't do.

Its why I had to do my very best to keep reminding Aiden why he loves me so much that he would definitely agree to stop talking to the whole female race excluding me, well lets still imagine if I asked him he would. I wasn't going to ask him of course, that would be so insensitive and naïve.

We were playing around the living room, by we I mean me and the pups, when Aiden got in. He looked so tired and strained, must be the crisis, it was taking a toll on him and it showed.

Jim being the Alpha put him in a bad position during this time. He had to ensure every bodies security both from danger and food. If there was anything that would make people behave stupidly then its knowing that they were going to die of hunger. We did not need that kind of drama, besides I trusted Aiden to bring us out of this hula puluza we were in.

Squatting down, he gives Rafe and Raven a peck on the forehead and then moves to me going directly for my mouth. He gives me an opened mouth kiss that leaves me slightly dizzy.

"Good evening wife" he says then turns back and says "and pups of course."

"How was your day?" I ask. "mine was pretty basic as I am always with the pups" I add. Aiden looks at me and smiles loop sided and says "Sounds like you were bored"

"No no don't get me wrong, I don't find the pups boring at all, I love them to death." I explain. "I love you to death, and them of course" he says jokingly. He might have said that with humor to it but it still melted my heart. He still melted my heart in whatever way I get him.

He taught me that. He taught me that you could love a person in their entirety their dark and light, their smiles and frowns. You didn't need to love one part, you could also love the bad things about them that made them them. Not all bad things had to be bad, it could turn out to be the best aspect about a person and right now I was loving my piece of badness according to my mother.

Mother. Why did I have to remind myself about heartaches. Thinking about my mother never turned nice. It felt like she still had her evil hand on me in my mind. Even if I tried I could not seem to remember any happy memories about or with her.

As a child, I could only remember unending misery that would be lessened if I obeyed and did what I was told to do. A typical robot's life. Being a teenager didn't improve things much better.

But I wasn't her and I was determined not to be her. My babies are going to have a supportive mother who will never leave their side. Ever.

Besides the point, I loved my family like crazy and hopefully one day we could expand it more and have a big family that one day when we grow old, not a single house could contain us all.

Because Aiden was an only child he exaggerated wanting to have a hundred pups, but I think he wasn't actually joking about it. I wanted a lot of pups too but no more than the number of five.