Chapter 47

Aiden just stands there and drinks me in. to be honest, I really liked being the object of his scrutiny. The thing he looks at and is immediately filled with love in his heart. I look him in the eye, with all the integrity I could master I said " I love you Mr. Davis, to the moon and never back."

Aiden's eyes glaze over, instead of feeding the words back to me, he undresses himself completely. I felt hot in my clothes looking at him. "Bella…" it was as if he wanted me to see him like this. See him in all of him inside and out.

As I sit there looking at him, he thickens right before my eyes. I look up, the look in his eyes has completely changed, he looks of hunger. This makes me gasp, of course I've seen this look like a hundred times but it still gets me every time.

"Undress yourself Bella" I hear him say. I maintain eye contact as I thrive to obey my husband's orders. I even do a little performance to show him that I am willing to play. I strip slowly, trying to tease him. By the looks of things, it seemed to be working.

Done getting rid of my clothes, he orders me, "Sit, spread your legs, wide." It was said with so much authority that you wouldn't want to disobey. I did as I was told, "Touch yourself Bella." This was starting to get intense fast. Never did my eye contact waver, and neither was I backing down. He was trying to intimidate me.

But I wasn't going to show him weakness. I was going to show him that my love for him is fearless. I don't know why but one thing is for sure. He was trying to deny my love. That won't be happening. Not on my watch.

So I start to touch myself. I start with my nipple, rolling it between my thumb and forefinger. The sensation was stimulating, but it doesn't feel like when he does it. I play a little bit longer with my nipples. Moaning as the feeling settles elsewhere other than the nipples.

My hand shoots to the part that is now throbbing from me touching my breasts. It all wet and slippery. Sliding my fingers over the little bundle of nerves back and forth feeling and almost electric sensation right there. I hear Aiden groan so loud that it almost felt it vibrate in my chest.

I didn't notice that I had closed my eyes, opening then I see Aiden has his length in his hand and is stroking himself. The image looked so frightening and delicious at the same time. The pace of my fingers increased as his pace increased. I couldn't think anymore as the release tore at me slowly. Taking it time. I hear a grunt and a whimper, that must be Aiden's release. I feel content, but I know its not enough for him or me. But it still puts a smile on my face.

"Don't wait on me" BANG! The sound of the door hitting its frame frightens the life out of me. What had just happened? I look around as if that would answer my question. His clothes were gone.

Getting of the sofa, which was a bit of a problem because of the massive two pups I am carrying, I go looking for Aiden. I didn't bother picking up my clothes, I just went. "Aiden?" Nothing. Padding over to our bedroom, he is not there. Not in the kitchen, not in the living room, not in the house.

My chest was closing in, crushing my lungs, my stomach and most hurtful of all, my heart. I didn't want it to mean what I thought it meant. No it can't be, he wouldn't deny my love for him would he? It didn't make sense. He loved me. Why didn't he want me to love him back? These were questions no one was going to answer me at the moment.