Chapter 41

After Aiden got home, he didn't ask more after I told him that I didn't feel well so I came back. He offered to cook for me and had me sitting in bed all day. He was fussing over me. You could really tell that a man was in love with you.

This is what I would call a happy marriage, defined by bliss. Where a person cares for the other and vice versa. Growing up my mother had taught me hard enough that love does not exist, whenever you felt like you have caught it, it was nothing but air. It quickly vanishes like air itself. You cannot touch it, you cannot see it, all you can do is hear of it and believe it is true.

But, I don't want it to be true, I want to believe that it exists and that it is happening now. Aiden and I were meant to mate. I think that day when Aiden had announced that him and I are going to get married, he found a perfect match for myself and him.

They say a pregnant wolf is weak, but all I've been feeling is fatigue. But my strength is as good as ever. I am not bothered that I can work twice the workload I used to now that I'm pregnant. I felt like they liked it when I moved about. Crazy little rascals, thing they could outwork their mama.

Aiden was being sweet again. He altogether stopped my visits to the hospital and his too. As funny as it was, my husband, the Alpha of Endoro pack took a maternity leave from the Alpha position and left everything in the capable hands of his beta stride.

Aiden would bring back bath minerals, candles, some flowers from Mrs Montgomery's garden they were the prettiest. These were young daffodils that had a strike of red on its side. The flower came with a note. It read, "as pure as your heart is, I still hold a part of you that screams danger. And in the face of danger? I shall love you fiercely with all my heart and more."

These words made me cry, why did he have to say the cutest of things I have ever heard of. Today I was getting a rub in the tub. Aiden insisted on teaching himself everything he can learn about giving birth at home. And the most recommended on was the bathtub one.

The tub would have to be filled with water while the woman sits in it, she is supposed to control her breathing while using force to her advantage. Aiden had gotten himself versed in how to help a hormonal pregnant woman calm down.

He was great with his hands, I mostly liked the little sessions where I would just lie down in the bathtub with him behind me and I in between his legs. He would start with my temples then work my tight neck muscles. He would give his dedicated attention to my arms and shoulders. My feet and calves wouldn't be forgotten, and so where my thighs.

Best part of all was that he was gentle with my body. The way he would massage my rapidly growing bosom and take his time as he rubbed my stomach this way and that. My body would totally give in to his touch and glorified being worshiped like this.

Today was no exception, Aiden had drawn the bath for both of us. He got into the tub first and encouraged me to join him. The water would always sting at its first contact with the skin. It always had to be hot or else we would catch something from the rapidly cooling water.

"Dear wife, how do you feel today" he whispers in my ear. Whispering seemed to be our love language. Every time I get to feel his words made me tingle in a different way. How his hot breath would caress my sensitive skin. I would always open myself to the feeling, make myself feel it.

Like routine he started with my temples, my face softening as I let go of all the confusion I carried on my face. Moving down to my neck, I let go of a satisfying groan deep in my throat as I let go of all the days tension. He makes work of my shoulders and I visibly relax.

My arms, my feet, my legs get the same attention then he goes to my belly. I know he liked to take his time when he felt my protruding stomach. It felt like was also trying to relax the pups, his pups. He would whisper sweet nothings to me and I would just float.

He moves up to my breasts and weighs them in his hands, "They are heavier today" he says. But he wasn't telling me, more like he was telling himself. I couldn't care less, I was being driven to lust and an I could feel it. I hadn't had time to analyze what he had said.

I turn my face in silent invitation and he understands, he immediately takes my mouth and sucks on it. He hooks my legs outside of his knees opening me. He reaches in between my thighs and finds my little jewel. Parting the folds covering it, he gently rubs. He rubs in soft circular motions until he has me wreathing in his arms. "Let go" he simply says and I am over the edge.

I have been having a lot of orgasms of late thanks to Aiden. Said something about reading about it somewhere. Whatever his source was, I was the one benefiting from it. Before the water got completely cold, Aiden removed us from the tub and wrapped a towel around his waist. He swatted me in two towels and got us dressed for bed.

Aiden made the sweetest love to me. It was filled with hope and something but I don't know what.