Chapter 34

I woke up just a bit before sunset. I sat up in bed and realized I was alone, the house sounded empty. No sound at all, no screeching doors, no dripping faucets, silence. Complete silence. Aiden kept his house in tiptop shape. It was really impressive, but not at this moment. Right now it just felt like a void trying to consume me whole if I continued to sit here alone. Before I could get up, a series of memories rushed through my mind. Memories of earlier when Aiden had his hands all over my body, when his embrace felt like something more, a connection of souls.

And then I remembered what he whispered to me, he said something about my love not being enough but he also wanted my desire. What was that supposed to mean. Didn't I already desire him? Or maybe he meant he has always wanted me to be brazen and bold. I saw it as being shameless.

I got out of bed and went on to look for something to wear. Maybe also go looking for Aiden. The moon was almost out and thinking about it made me anxious. Tonight I was going to be with the one I love, the father of my pups. It seemed more and more ridiculous to me why people would think Aiden was a bad person, earlier he said he wouldn't mate me because he was afraid of hurting it. Isn't that funny.

Finding that same silk robe I had discarded earlier, I made quick work of putting it on and headed out the door. I was barefoot when my feet met the cold concrete outside. I looked around only to find Aiden by some rocky place staring out far where the sun was setting. I padded towards him, he didn't notice me up until I touched his shoulder. He looked at me and smiled before leaning in to capture my bottom lip in between his. " Hi" he murmured to me. "Hi" I mutter back with a smile of my own.

" The moon will be out soon" he said. I know this whole moon thing got him anxious. That was why I was here, to help ease the anxiety. I suddenly remember the purpose of finding my husband. I wasn't done with my seducing. Whatever he did felt nice of course, but it wasn't enough. It only made my hunger grow.

I push myself into his space making sure that there is no room for anything but him and I. I capture his lip in mine, Aiden seems to like this side of me, seeing as how he is responding to my initiatives. The good thing about the setting is that the rocky place was surrounded by trees. It made it impossible for neighbors to see anything.

I part my robe and sit on his lap astride. Something was poking in between my les, and I knew exactly what. I too wanted to make him feel the way he made me feel. I wanted to make him feel excited. With tender fingers, I reach between our joined bodies. I touched the one part I refused myself to look at. I felt him, he kept on growing in my hand. This was so fascinating, how could a werewolf's body part be so interesting. We were in our human form, I was yet to see Aiden in his werewolf form, what color would he be?.

Aiden's breath started to come in huge pants, this made me feel so satisfied with myself. I started to rub him over the fabric of his trousers, " Bella" he granted, "look the moon is out" for the first time, I looked around , taking notice of my surroundings. It was dark and the sun had completely vanished making way to the bright rays of the full moon. It was beautiful.

" Let's go" he whispers, then proceeds to carry me bridal style. As he is walking he transforms into his form. He was grey all over with hints of white. But the sides of his head remained black, indicating his inky black hair. His eyes… his eyes were the most beautiful eyes I have ever seen. They turned a lighter shade of blue, almost looking icy.

We were inside the house now it was so dark. But werewolves had good night vision. He put me down and I transformed too. He had brought us to the bedroom, answering my confused expression he said, "tonight, you and I are going to spend this glorious moon day indoors."

"Let us try and test that theory of yours now shall we. But you should be aware that in this form my member is larger. Dear wife, are you going to take it?" I node, unable to make up words. This was really happening, we were finally going to mate. Better yet in our werewolf forms.

We mated, wow, at this point I don't know how I can explain. Giving and receiving pleasure was totally a thing. This time mating didn't seem the same. But all in all I felt smug because I proved my husband wrong, no harm came to the baby.

The night was long, but it felt perfect. Aiden and I just like this, tangled up in each other. I noticed that Aiden sub consciously licked caressing my tummy. He did notice it but I did. Like this I felt secure, I felt like I could really start s family right here right now.

We made love again and again, each time would be gentle, tender and a lot of feeling. If I thought I was done falling in love, I was wrong. This time there was a heavy feeling sitting on my chest. It didn't exactly feel uncomfortable, it felt amazing.

We had gotten through moon day together, now I don't get why the first time I was hesitant being with him. Clearly I wasn't in trouble and his anger thing did not disturb us.