Chapter 30

After finding out that I was pregnant, Aiden couldn't help but be more possessive about me and the baby. He kept on saying that he couldn't afford to lose me again or the baby.

I found his possessiveness cute at first, there would be stuff like, "don't go outside its too hot for the baby" and I would laugh at his silly behavior. I would also tease him about how the tulips in the garden are going to swallow the pup and keep it in their bulb! At this he would get all serious and possessively flip me over his shoulder and lock me up in our bedroom.

But I still had a lingering fear about my mother and what she did to me. She was still out there, what if she came for my baby again? I sensed that my husband felt the same way and maybe his concern wasn't misplaced after all.

After finding out about my pregnancy on the day we had our new beta stride, we had immediately gone to the hospital in town to confirm. The nice doctors even offered to keep track of the pregnancy but Aiden had softly denied. I didn't know his reasons for declining but I was too shy to ask him.

Out dairy routine would consist of him going out to work and would be back a few hours earlier claiming that he wanted to be where is wire was. And then we would spend the day in cuddling.

But there was something bothering me, it had been a week since the day we got our new beta stride, I still didn't know how I felt about him. He was so different from Ethan and Ethan was my best friend, I couldn't help but compare the two. I was still great full because he was efficient and I guessed that since my husband has been spending a lot of time with me, the Beta was the one handling most of the work around the pack.

Since the day of his new appointment I had only seen the Beta stride twice and we didn't have to talk. He was always serious and with my timid nature I wouldn't bring myself to talk to him and since the need did not arise, I was simply comfortable like this.

But in a week the Alpha and I hadn't mated, this was strange to me because I new how Aiden was, and how overpowering his lust can get. My cheeks turned a delicious shade of pink with that thought and couldn't believe that it was me who was thinking such things. But the truth was that after I got pregnant again I started getting bouts of desire, with my timid nature it was impossible and embarrassing to bring it up to my husband.

Thinking about bringing it up to my husband only made my ears turn blood red. It was one of the afternoons where he came home early and we were all snuggled up in bed. We would normally sleep a bit and wake up to have food. I suspected that he was asleep when I was having such lewd thoughts. I blushed again. Suddenly I felt a pinch at my ear and a soft chuckle, "tell me wife of mine what you are thinking that has your ears dripping of blood?" and just when I thought I couldn't get redder, I blushed profusely which only incited a film belly laugh from him. "don't worry soon enough you are going to tell me" he said this with so much confidence that I had to turn around to look at him in the eye. We had been spooning, it's all we did and it was getting me frustrated.

Days flew by as we got more comfortable around the house and Aiden would be home more than he would be at work. Whenever I asked him about it he would always brush it off and say "I want to take care of my precious Luna" and would end up kissing me so passionately, but that would only go as far. It really started to bother me a lot that Aiden was really not showing any signs of touching me. But I wouldn't ask and was too busy preparing the pup's room to complain.

Ever since I got pregnant, it was well known in the pack that Aiden's anger issues were barely existant and that he was always in a good mood. This made Endoro pack feel protective towards their Luna, even though danger was out of the way, people couldn't help but think that this baby was very special to their alpha and that the coming pup was going to be their next Alpha. That was just in assumption that the pup was male. By this time in my gestation period finding out the gender of the pup was easy since werewolves have lesser gestation periods compared to humans. Instead of the 9 months that humans go through, werewolves mostly had 3. But Aiden refused to have a gender reveal. I was ok with that, I liked surprises too.

By the time the full moon was approaching the baby's nursery was almost finished. But my body didn't feel right, especially with the full moon coming. It was weird to me because the moon never really affected me that much. I would have very strong sexual dreams that would leave me punting in the morning when I woke up. My husband would be were I always found him early when I wake up and would be alarmed at my state. In a frenzy he would be at my side asking what was wrong and if the baby was fine. It was ridiculous because my belly had just developed a little bump and I thought it unnecessary to worry early in this stage. I would turn red as I would remember my dream when he asked if I was ok. I would brush it off and tell him that it was a bad dream.

But it started to get worse, not just the dreams now, but also my body would react a lot in the presence of Aiden. My breasts would tingle and so would my other parts. I was always wanting to be near Aiden all the time. But his lack of touch would drive me insane.

One day when Aiden headed out and I knew that he won't be back soon because today's pack meeting was going to take long, I decided to visit some midwife . Just like we have doctors in the Pack we also had our own midwives among us, these midwives were equipped with ancient knowledge on how to birth little pups and probably knew a lot too.