Chapter 8 The alpha only used her!
8\. The alpha only used her!
Aurora's POV
"Who invited you to the party ha!"
Those hateful words showered intolerable lashes of humiliation and regret on me.
"It's my party damn it, not any slut club that you have dressed up like this\- like a SLUT!"
I still cannot forget the look in his eyes. They were dark, flaming an aggressive glow which burned my feelings into ashes.
"I hate this dress on you, Aurora. I just fucking hate it!"
The twisting of his lips delineated the disgust in his heart. The worried bottom lip seemed like he was chewing on a bone of abhorrence that I might have put into his mouth.
"Leave before I do something crazy, Aurora."
The alarm of his tone showed his patience. He didn't want to hurt me and so asked me to leave from his sight so that he didn't commit any regretful mistake.
I dawned on him true sickness by entering his party when I was uninvited.
But.... I thought I was permitted since I was his— uh, nothing. I am nothing to him, that's why he didn't think twice before hurting me like that.
The thoughts of last night filled my eyes with tears again. They were burning like I had bathed them with a shower of chilli powder. The heaviness of my lashes nauseated me yet there was no sliver of sleep in my tired eyes.
I was broken. My heart didn't beat normally. I can feel it beating against its will. Why? Because it had to so that I stayed alive.
'I hate myself.'
Biting the upcoming sobs that developed with my new batch of tears, I wept quietly in my pillow as I stared out at the brightness covering the horizon outside as the orange hue of sun scattered slowly like gold glitters on a painting canvas.
The whole night I spent in my room crying over my foolishness. I remained in my room after changing my clothes like how he had demanded it.
I didn't eat food brought by Madam Martha. I refused it gladly because the menu contained all the dishes of his likeness that I have so lovingly planned for his party.
After nightfall she came again to call me to share a meal with her and other servants in the mansion but as I didn't want to see Alpha flirting with his girlfriend he claimed to have broken up a month back, I preferred to sit in my dark room.
I knew she was here with other close friends as they would be enjoying late night drinks in his drawing room.
I still can't fade away the memory of them kissing in front of everyone. The sound of people cheering them was deafening. Never have I thought alpha would respond back to her advances. I mean, how can he forget what has happened between us.
Well, why not? He never promised anything and it was I myself who gave in to him willingly. He had, or else, asked me to stop it if I didn't want it. And I didn't.
I thought that he liked me. The way he made love to me that night felt like a heavenly dream. He was so caring and loving at the same time.
But now he behaves as if nothing has happened between us. And also he behaves rudely with me. All thanks to my stupidity. Who was I trying to impress after all? The alpha of a strong pack, a wolf that was earning fame and popularity daily. I might have lost my mind.
'There's no point thinking about it, Aurora. The night is in the past. Forget it and finish it.'
A conscious noise in my head spoke.
Oh yeah, It would not mean anything to me given that he didn't consider it meaningful. WE was just a joke I cracked.
However, what am I supposed to do about this baby? I don't want to abort it nor can I keep it. Oh god, help me please.
No matter how depressed I was, I could not forget my position in his mansion. I got up, freshened myself, and went directly to the kitchen to prepare his breakfast for I don't want to make anyone else a victim of his insufferable vex. He will go mad if I don't do his chores.
I kept a pot on the flame for boiling water for pasta and in the meantime I pulled out a chopping board and veggies that were going to go in the pasta.
I was busy cutting the vegetables when I felt somebody's present in the kitchen. When I spun my head behind my back, I found Peter Dursley, Alpha's business partner, standing close to me.
"Good morning, Mr. Dursley."
He flashed an incomprehensible grin as his gaze shifted to the flame with a pot of water and pasta, "Wow, Pasta! It's my favorite just like you." He winked leaving my wish unanswered.
I just faked a smile as I hesitantly looked at his shoes, "Is there anything I can help you with, Mr. Dursley?" he nodded positively.
"I am very thirsty, Aurora and I assume only you can help me with it." He said.
I very well inferred what he meant but kept mum because I know interacting with him would be a waste of time as he will again try to flirt with me. Something I can't handle at this moment.
So to shoo him away I approached the refrigerator and pulled out a water bottle and forwarded it to him.
"Here, I hope this is adequate."
"Thanks, it will work but won't be enough to satisfy my quench, Aurora." He said and took the bottle from me as in the manner he touched the back of my palm deliberately and smirked. I ignored his looks and again continued my work.
I strained the pasta and kept it aside and began making the sauce when I sensed his hands coming down on either side of the kitchen slab thus trapping me in between the slab and him.
"Mr. Dursley, what are you doing? Move away." I said as I attempted to remove his hands but he was stronger than me.
"Nothing new, Aurora. I guess you are habitual to this but not with me. However, I can make you much more comfortable than him. I promise." He whispered near my ear and blew some air thus making me shiver.
"Huh, move away, NOW. " I shouted at him and turned around.
We were standing face to face but not much as I had kept my hand on his chest maintaining a safe distance from him.
" Come on, Aurora, don't act so shy. I know how you two have become one for a couple of nights." he heaved and came close to me. "I want to live the same nights with you, Aurora. I want you in my bed."
As he finished that statement I pasted a tight slap on his cheek as I pushed him hard so that his back hit the refrigerator with a bang. It shook as if it would fall on his frame, nevertheless his huge palms came atop the surface of it as he stopped its shaking. He blinked his eyes shockingly as he glanced at me with horror for it was a new side of me.
"What do you actually think of me, Mr. Dursley? Do you think I am like those girls who readily accept your proposals and warm your bed." I spoke fiercely.
"Sorry, but I ain't not like that. You better not try it with me again."
I glanced at him for the last time and turned to leave, "I know everything about you and him and I think you shouldn't keep any hopes, Aurora." I heard him saying as my heart skipped a beat.
He's a jerk. I even hate myself for talking with him.
"What do you mean?"
"I mean to say that Alpha Damien is a Casanova. He will never accept you like he never accepted other women."
"What happened between Alpha and I is our matter of concern, not yours. I'd appreciate it if you keep your nose out of it." I said and again prepared to leave.
This time he grasped my wrist as he said in a low painful voice, "Last night he was highly drunk. We were sitting in his room where he told me everything about you. About those TWO blissful and heavenly nights he spent with you. But I literally pity you, Aurora" I got confused at his words. "How can you hand over yourself to someone who doesn't even value you! You have no idea what he did with Ginny and another ex-girlfriend of his." Exclaimed he, making my throat go dry.
"What did he do?" I genuinely wanted to know.
He chuckled, a sarcastic one and looked in my eyes, "He had a threesome with his two ex-girlfriends."
"And you are jealous of it, aren't you?" I raised my eyebrow.
"What?" Bewildered, he released my wrist. He must have expected me to go mad at it. Poor beast.
I smirked at him as my words hit him in the place I desired, "Yeah, I mean, here you don't have even a single girl to squeeze and alpha Damien is enjoying each second of his life with various women."
"And you're one of them." This time he smirked at me.
"Just shut up, and don't try to manipulate me because I will never trust you " I spat back to which he laughed.
"Oh Aurora, I must say you are spicy. No doubt why Damien warned me to stay away from you. You are... Something to squeeze tight and fuck hard!" I raised my hand to slap him again but this time he held my hand and pulled me towards him.
"You are hurting yourself, Aurora. He will never accept you. You will only remain as his 'fucked up' Housekeeper. If you don't believe my words then see this."
I was hell hell and hell shocked. It was their video. Alpha Damien with two women, one of them was Ginny.
My heart ached seeing him laugh and hug them together. It was so agonizing that I threw his phone on his face. "You know what Peter Dursley, just stay away from me and Damien. It is our relationship and we will see into it however we want."
"Don't be so heartless Aurora, allow me to taste your spicy tongue someday too." he said a
while bringing his hand near my mouth but I bit him and got out of his trap.
I fumed angrily as his words roamed in my head.
"You're disgusting, filthy and a bloody stupid creature, Peter Dursley" I growled before storming out of the kitchen.
Tbc…