Enjoy The Sin

PIPER

GODDAMN IT…

Last night, was the longest night. I cursed myself, why should I enjoy a sin that I shouldn't have done? Why did my mouth moan, and beg Damon to fulfill all my desires.

“Good morning” Damon’s voice surprised me.

My brow furrowed in confusion. Followed by the movement of my eyes that jerked to look at him. Why is he still here? I mean, why do I have to see him this early in the morning? My eyes glanced at the wall clock, six in the morning.

“Good morning!” I replied softly. I wondered, why was Damon already wearing his suit this early? Didn’t he usually leave for his office at half past seven? I talked to myself, but couldn’t find any answer.

“I'm going out of town on business for a week,” he said suddenly.

“What?” I gasped.

Damon stepped closer to me, he stood in front of me making my head tilt up to look at him. That's because I was still sitting on the bed.

“I’m going to take care of my business for a week, it feels a bit hard because I’ll be leaving you, but Luther will take care of you.”

I swallowed my saliva roughly. Was that a bad thing? I was used to having a hard day here. So why was Damon talking like he was worried about a lot of things from me?

“I’ll be fine!” I replied.

“No sweety, you won't be okay!”

“Yes, I will!”

“Then I won’t be okay! Do you want to come with me?”

My eyes widened. What was with his attitude? This wasn't like the Damon I usually knew. It was as if he wasn't as cold as he was portrayed.

“Thanks Sir, but I should just stay here! I still want to meet my brother. Where is he?”

“In housepack”

“Then I will….”

“He's in jail!”

“What?” my face stiffened.

Damon just smiled faintly, he stroked my cheek, pulled my chin to look up more firmly at him. I couldn't read his movements, until he kissed my lips briefly.

"I'm leaving, take care of yourself!" he said

Great, he offered me a contract marriage, and now he treats me like a real wife. I shook my head, of course not. This must be a trap. Damon only wants my child, he only rents my womb.

With all these benefits, the money I receive, and the debts I can pay off. There is no choice, but to make everything okay for myself.

I cleaned up after Damon left, I think I spent more than half an hour in the bathroom, just to clean myself up. Seriously, I slapped myself over and over again. I shouldn't have enjoyed this sex.

“Is there anything I can help you with this morning?” Emma asked me. She put my breakfast on the table.

“Thank you, this is enough!”

“I won’t be far outside, you can call me if you need anything!”

“Okay!”

I had a hot tea this morning. Scrambled egg, toast with jelly. I'm not feeling well, more like trying to understand my feelings. Something is less, feels a little weirder and other things.

“I just want to see Johan today,” I mumbled. I no longer thought about waking up early to wear my uniform, cooking my own breakfast, making a concept of what work I should do in this mansion. All of that was gone.

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“Where are you going?” Luther blocked my way.

I was confused, with all the things I couldn't understand. So, with the pounding in my chest. I just answered as it was.

“I want to go to the housepack prison, I mean. Mr. Damon said, my brother is there!” I replied.

Luther snickered, he crossed his arms over his chest. His standing position really intimidated me. From the start, I already knew that he never liked my presence. Even so, I had no plans to make Luther like me.

“Who allowed you to meet Johan?”

"Huh?"

“Alpha Damon didn’t say anything, anything like that to me. If you don’t have permission from Alpha Damon, then there’s no need to meet Johan!”

I took a deep breath. Lowering my head for a moment. Being confused, how to act. Should I protest? But putting up a fight with Luther wouldn't mean anything to me right.

“Okay! Thanks for warning me about that,” I replied.

I turned around, slowly moving away to avoid Luther. But, somehow suddenly he stood in front of me. Like the wind, he missed so much that it felt like I couldn't read his movements.

“For a week, I have to watch you, watch your movements, and be your bodyguard. It’s so troublesome!” he said.

I flinched, and my face tensed up. What the heck. I had intended to avoid him. Why did he still want to dig up trouble with me?

In fact, when I first worked here, I saw Luther as a calm and hardworking man. I also often saw him as a leader for his members, and organizing work for certain events in this mansion.

“Sorry, if I bother you! If you don’t want to do that kind of work, you don’t have to. I’ll be fine!”

“Are you the boss here?”

“Oh my God, that’s not what I meant,” I replied. Everything I said, sounded so wrong in Luther’s eyes.

“Just because you’re Alpha Damon’s wife doesn’t mean you have the right to give me orders! I only say what I have to say!”

“Okay, I'll leave now!”

I passed Luther, and hoped he wouldn't hold me back this time. Not only was I tired of talking to Luther, but I was also mentally exhausted from the atmosphere in this mansion.

“What’s wrong? Is everything okay with you?” Emma asked me.

Can I discuss this with her?