Chapter 29

ISABELLA

I return home, completely exhausted from my day. Maggie offered to let me stay with her, but I didn't feel like it. She has an outbuilding right next to her house, which is where I changed before and after our class. She said I could come as much as I wanted and that she'd love the company.

I start changing into something more comfortable when there's a knock on the door. I put a kimono around me and go to see who it is before opening the door.

"Miss me already?" I ask him as I open the door.

"You have no idea how much." Jax replies. I notice he's holding a plastic bag in his hand. "Did you have dinner?"

"No, I haven't. I just got home." I tell him as I close the door behind him.

He must have come straight from the office because he's wearing a black suit and white shirt.

"Tough day?" I ask him as he sets the bag down on the kitchen counter.

"No harder than usual. My brothers are going to work all evening, so I thought we could spend the evening together. I hope I'm not imposing?"

"No, you're not. I'm glad you came. I enjoy your company."

"Good." He says, pulling me into his arms. He cuddles me before kissing me tenderly.

When he backs away, he opens the bag. "I hope you like Chinese food?"

"I love it." I tell him and my stomach immediately gurgles. He laughs at the sound.

We sit down at the dining room table and chat as we enjoy our dinner.

"Actually... Asher and Knox have more to deal with this week. For my part, I've validated the budgets so they just have to stick to them."

"I'm looking forward to it." I tell him. "To seeing you in your element. Especially Knox. He's the one I'm most curious about."

"Because he's not very serious?" He asks me.

"I think he likes to laugh and enjoy life, but he'd do anything for the people he cares about."

"You're right. I tend to forget that." He tells me, lowering his head.

"Did something happen?" I ask him. I know the answer to the question, but I want him to know he can talk to me if he feels the need.

"Nothing more than a brotherly quarrel. I've already apologized to him and he's accepted it."

I feel his gaze drop to my chest, look down in turn and notice that my kimono has opened while I've been eating, revealing my bra. He pushes aside his empty plate and I do the same.

Yesterday, something clicked. I want them, I want to take the plunge and allow myself to be happy. I don't feel ready to find myself in the middle of the three of them for an intimate moment, but I want to start by getting to know them intimately in turn.

I get up from my chair and he does the same. I walk back to my room. When I walk through the door, he's standing there... by the door watching me. My eyes drop and I see his arousal through his pants. I pluck up my courage and undo the waistband of my kimono completely, revealing my white lace lingerie set. I thank God I chose this one. He approaches me slowly and pushes the kimono over my shoulders and it falls at my feet.

"Do you have any idea how beautiful you are? You're perfect." He says in a sensual voice as he walks over to me.

"I think you're way overdressed." I tell him as I start to unbutton his shirt. I continue slowly to the last and he removes his cufflinks so he can take it off completely. Then he moves on to his pants and takes them off faster than I could.

My eyes dart down in spite of myself and to his impressive erection. Oh God, it'll never fit.

"It will." He says softly, stroking the back of my neck, before kissing me.

"Can you read my mind?" I ask him between kisses.

"No, but I can read your face." He tells me with a smile. He moves me forward, forcing me back away. I fall backwards as the back of my knees touch the bed. He climbs onto the bed, positioning himself between my legs. He kisses me again, then leaves my lips to move down my body. When he places a kiss on the front of my panties, I suddenly feel nervous and exposed, and not just physically.

He pauses, looking at me with his piercing hazel eyes as if to ask my permission, and I nod briefly. He places his index fingers on either side of my panties and withdraws them slowly. Once removed, he resumes his position and places gentle kisses on my sex. Then he alternates between licking and kissing. He starts sucking my clitoris and my legs shake. Oh my, I've never felt like this before. He continues sucking, licking and I feel my orgasm approaching. He must feel it because he continues his assault without stopping and when he bites my clit again, I explode in his mouth. I scream out his name and he grunts. He grunts?

"You taste good." He says to me, licking his lips. "My favorite flavor."

I blush embarrassed. This was my first oral orgasm. Dom wasn't very good at it and eventually stopped trying, claiming I was the one with the problem. I push the thought out of my head and smile at Jax, who lies down beside me.

"Thanks for that first one." I admit to him unashamed. Now I know that nothing's wrong with me.

"Was that the first time you'd come by oral sex?" I nod and his smile widens, "You know I'm not done bragging about that." I tap him on the arm and he laughs, "I can repeat the experience as often as you like." He pulls my face toward him and kisses me.