KING WATER'S CRY
ZARYA'S POV
I was laying on my bed when someone knocked on the door. Perhaps it was Khal. I hurried towards it and opened it. When I viewed Hali, I rushed to close the door, but it was too late, he was fast, pushing me inside to let him in.
"What's the matter with-" My lines halted as he cupped my cheeks and kissed my lips, just a peck.
"Please leave me alone! Is it not clear to you-" My words stopped again as he palmed my breasts. I was fully surprised.
"You like it, don't you?" His eyes were cold, his face was emotionless. I could not guess if he was mad or just missing me.
"Hali, I said what I said. I am just playing around-"
"Let's play, then." He walked closer and closer to me as I backed stepping until the wall touched my back. "You love my fingers, aren't you?"
"I don't know what are you talking about." I looked away. "Leave me. I'm begging yo-" I gasped for air when he suddenly held my hips and then turned me around. "Hali…" I was breathing in and out. I felt the warm air coming out of his mouth on my right ear. He was at my back as he was slamming me on the wall. I could feel his hard thing inside his pants.
"I love you."
All of my longing for him went away when I heard how sweet his voice was. I wanted to face him and kissed him until the morning came, but I should not let the blaze of my love turn our world upside down. Many people would suffer if I did not consider them.
"Say that you love me, too." He deepened his body towards me, resulting in me slamming into the wall even more.
"Hali, please…" It was like hearing my old self years ago.
"I am the king. My command is my command." His voice possessed authority.
My eyes widened when he ripped my red nighties and white panties. The sound of tearing it apart filled my ear. He threw it on the side.
He is the Hali who abused me. Not the Hali I loved.
"Hali!"
He wrapped his hands on my belly and suddenly thrust inside me. I fought him, trying to scratch his face, but he was stronger than me. I did everything that I could to escape from his captive; he was dominant.
I did not know how it came, but for a minute of fighting back, I heard myself moaning and responding to his sway. I tilted my head when he kissed my shoulder as he buried his long deeper and harder.
It was too late for me to take it back. He got me again. He made me moan his names and surrender my body, my heart.
"I can't lose you. You are my world." He whispered in the midst of pressing his hugeness forward and backward. His hands were possessively palming both my breasts. "Push me away, I will just go back. You don't love me, I'll make you love me in any possible way."
He gave me a long thrust. My mouth opened wide as the moan escaped from my mouth. "Ahh!"
"Whether you like it or not… you'll marry me." He plugged it to where it would reach, causing my body to shake. I closed my eyes when our juices combined together. Slowly rolling down to my thighs.
Hali kissed my cheek. He caught me when I dropped on him due to exhaustion and the weakening of my knees. "Hali…" I shut my eyes. I felt him, carrying me in his arms.
"Sleep, Baby. When you wake up, I'll still be here. "
I let the drowsiness consume me.
*****
When I woke up the next morning, Hali was sitting on the chair in front of my circular small table. I blinked two times as my vision was adjusting to the view. I held the blanket and covered it to my body.
I am dead. What if Queen Haliana knew about this?
As Hali saw me, a wide grin ear by ear formed on his lips. "Have a bright day ahead, my love." His voice was too gentle, piercing to my heart. "Don't plan to take herbs again. I didn't command you to."
"Hali…" I felt weak when I leaned my back on the headboard of the bed. "Can you just leave?"
Instead of following me, he grabbed something on the table. The shock filled my system when I saw that it was an egg pie with a topping of chocolate saying, 'Sorry' in a handwritten design.
I looked directly into his eyes. I could see the hope in depths that I might forgive him. I had no idea why he was asking for my forgiveness when in fact I was the one who did wrong to him.
Hali sat beside me while holding the egg pies. "Sorry for everything." His tone was almost whispering due to sincerity. "I hurt you and I can't take it back. Please love me."
My grip on my comforter was tightened. I felt guilty for what I did. He should not feel sad, his eyes were telling me that.
"I know your mind is a mess right now. I just want you to know that… I love you. I will wait for you until you say you genuinely love me." He extended his arms to palace the egg pies on the table and touched my cheek. "Did you suffer any injuries last night?" He held my shoulder, looking around my body and then waist. He even removed the blanket to examine my body. "I yearned for you. If I caused pain to you. I'm sorry…"
He let out a sigh. "Please trust me this time that I am true. Losing you is like losing air. If I… need to down my knee to get you back… I will do that…"
My eyes widened when he suddenly knelt down. He looked down his head. I was waiting for his next words, but nothing came out of his mouth for about a second. Only to realize that he was sniffing. He was crying silently. The droplets of tears dripped on the floor. It was like a dream that the Alpha King Of Water would kneel down to me and cry just to achieve my acceptance. My heart was melting with his gestures.
"I don't know…" His voice was cracked. "I don't know how to live without you…" He looked up at me as if he was a kid sobbing, tears were streaming on his face. "My weeks were a total mess…." He pointed at his chest. "It hurts… here."
My eyes watered and then automatically liquid flowed from it.
"I waited for you… for five years. I hate waiting for another year… but if… I need to…" He sniffed two times. "I will do it for you."
He gazed down again. His cry was intensified. He looked for my hand and held it. He settled his lips on the back of my hand. "I am a king, but I can be your slave. Anything you desire, Darling."
I shut my mouth as I could feel the suffocation in my heart. It was like thousands and millions of spears buried into my chest. I disliked seeing Hali crying. He was the tough man I knew, a strong one. He always initiated for me to act bravely. His words kept reminding me of no crying. Look at him now, he did not ashamed of showing me his vulnerability.
"Hali…" I pulled him, going up. I hugged him so tight. "Can we hide our relationship?"
He was startled. He stopped for a second. "Don't tell me my mother asked you to break me?"
I blew an air, ensuring he would not notice it. "No, I just一"
He clenched his jaw. "Tell me the truth." He was like commanding me to spell out. I had no idea what should I do. It was unexpected that he would know it this early.
I gazed my head down. "Hali, please we should一"
"Should I repeat my lines?"
I breathed in and our. The silence covered the room. My hand tightened the grip on the pillow. "Zarya…" He touched my cheeks and directly stare at my eyes. "I can fight for you. I can turn my back on anyone who threatened us… even if she's my mother. I can kill for you." He gritted his teeth. "In the name of love."
I intertwined our hands together. "You don't have to. You can just talk to your mother."
"She has never been a mother to me." He came back to his usual emotion.
"She is still your mother even if you flip the world."
He shook his head. "So… we're fine now?" The grin on his lips came back.
"Hmm?" I just smirked at him.
"Don't do that again to me, Zarya Wixx. I swear… you will have twins!"
I shouted when he pulled me to lay on the bed and bathed my face with a kiss.