Chapter 32: Chapter Thirty-Two
**Alexandria**
I just hope Jaxson gets here soon. I miss him so much, I am beginning to feel like he isn't coming for me at all. But I am trying so hard not to give up hope that Jaxson will come for me. I know he wants me to be his Luna, and I can feel the love we have for each other already. I need to remember to stay strong and not let these people get to me, they are going to try and play mental games with me, and make me think my family doesn’t care, but I know they do, I’m mostly worried about what more they will do to me. Jaxson hasn't given me any reason to doubt him yet. I just need to stay calm and stay positive.
After some time of sitting here for a while, I hear the door open and when I see who walks in, I’m a bit surprised because I didn’t think she had it in her to do this kind of thing.
“Well, looks like we are finally going to get one up on you. You aren't going to be going anywhere. At least not until after Jaxson and I have been mated and marked each other. But once that happens you probably won’t want to live much longer after you feel all the pain from that anyway, so we may just do you a favor and put you out of your misery.”
What I hear her say is a complete shock, he would never leave me like this, he is MY mate, not hers. I know Jaxson would never do something like that. The only way he would move on from me is if I really was dead and he has seen my dead body as proof or if this crazy bitch drugged him into thinking she was me.
“Your lying, he would never leave me like this. He and I have already talked about our future together. We have plans together. Your lying!”
She looks at me with a sneer on her face. And if I didn’t know any better, I would think that she actually believes she is going to get away with this. The look in her eye makes me worry a little bit, but I need to remember to have faith in the bond with Jaxson.
“See, that is where you’re wrong you little bitch, he thinks that you left him for another wolf and took off out of town, that you went to be with this other wolf in his pack. He knows how hard your life was here with all of us treating you the way we did, and all we had to do was tell him that you were afraid he was going to start treating you the same way. He was confused and heartbroken at first but once I was there to console him.”
What is she talking about, Jaxson would never do that to me. She must be lying. When I look at her to try and find some sort of sign she is lying, I can’t seem to find anything to tell me otherwise I can’t seem to find anything on her face that gives away her lie. She must be telling the truth. Jaxson must think I left him for another wolf. Why would he think that?
“Why are you doing this to me? What did I ever do to you guys? I never did anything to any of you. I always kept to myself and minded my own business. Why are you doing this to me?”
She looks at me for a minute like I’m stupid, like I am supposed to know why I am here and that I should know what started all of this.
“You really don't know, do you? How can you be so stupid as not to see it? You must be so dense. Everyone always says how smart you are and great you are, but if you can’t see why you’re here you must be pretty stupid.”
What the hell is she talking about, what do I not see? I try to think back to remember if I did anything to anyone, but I can’t think of anything, I always stayed away from everyone, and it was always me and Annie together. I don’t understand why she is doing this to me.
“Please, just tell me. What did I do to make you hate me so much? What could I have possibly done that would warrant you to treat me like this?”
She takes a breath and looks at me. “You think your just some regular plain Jane she-wolf, you don't see it. You don’t see what we see. day in and day out. EVERY. SINGLE. DAY.”
I’m so tired of this bullshit.
“THEN TELL ME! WHAT DID I DO?”
“Fine, I’ll tell you, it's not like you’re going to be getting out of here to tell anyone what I did to you anyway.”
She asks one of her rogues to bring her a chair so she can sit with me, I have a feeling this is going to be a long visit.
“You honestly have no idea what it's like to have to watch all the wolves drool all over you and wish they were mated to you, and you don't even notice it. Then you ended up mated to James.”
She must not know how I also rejected James right away.
“You were going to take him away from Jackie, and me being her best friend, I couldn't have that, so I put my plan into motion. I figured that I had to get rid of you. After the night of the ball we all found out you got a second chance mate and then I started to think that maybe James rejected you but with Jaxson being one of the strongest Alphas in the region, I realized that I needed to help Jackie land him instead of James, but she didn’t go for that, all this talk about loving James and wanting to be with him, so I figured if she didn’t want Jaxson than I could try and get him for myself, I’ve always wanted to be a Luna and I thought if I can’t move Jackie out of the way to have James then I will just take Jaxson from you, if you’re out of the picture then I can swoop in and heal his broken heart.”
Yea, this bitch is crazy. Loyal to Jackie but crazy. well maybe not too loyal, let’s see where this crazy train is going. I tune back into her story about why she is doing all this to me.
“Then…well I set my sights on Jaxson, why should you get to have all the wolves drooling over you, it just doesn’t seem fair that you,” she says with a sneer, “of all people get to have two Alpha wolves within a matter of days, I have always wanted to be a Luna, and it just didn’t seem fair that you get to have a chance at being Luna, you are too weak and you wouldn’t know how to run a pack like Jaxson’s. So, I put a plan into motion. This way Jackie and I both get to have our Alpha mates. It didn't take much really, he was so upset that you were gone, it wasn't hard to make him think you changed your mind about being with him, then I saw Jackie go upstairs to talk with him and when I heard her tell him that you would come back to him, I had to find a way to keep you from Jaxson. So, when she left, I went upstairs and he and I got to talking, and with him being broken hearted, I played the sweet girl who could take away all his pain, even if just for a night. He didn’t want to at first but when I explained to him how you left him and how he would end up feeling you sleeping with another wolf, well, he didn’t want to feel it so I suppose he figured he would make you feel the pain before you could make him feel it. So, when he realized that, he was more than willing to take me in his bed that night. And I got to tell you sweetie.”
She fans her face with her hand.
“He really knows how to work what he’s got.”