Chapter 30: Chapter Thirty
**Alexandria**
I wake up with a huge headache and I have also come to realize I am no longer in my bedroom; I am trying to stay calm but the way my surroundings look makes it difficult right now.
I am in some dark room. It smells like mold and rust all around me, when I try to move my arms, something burns my wrists and ankles. I must be chained up with silver, that could be the only reason why it hurts so bad. I try to call out to my wolf, but she is nowhere to be heard. I can’t sense her at all, I hope she has just retreated to the depth of my mind. I just wish she would say something to me, let me know she hasn’t abandoned me.
I look around the room I am in but there’s nothing here except a dirty mattress along a wall across from me, I continue to look around and I can’t find anything around that I can use to get out of here. I need to get back to Jaxson.
He could be worried about me; I hope he is okay. I know wolves without their mates eventually lose their mind and with Alpha wolves it happens a lot faster and much quicker than normal wolves. As I continue to look around, I hear the door locks shift and in walks a big burly man holding some sort of tray with a water bottle and a bowl of some sort, at least they are willing to try and feed me and not let me waste away completely.
“Here you go gorgeous, eat up. You are going to need your strength for what have planned for you.”
“No thanks, I would rather starve. Plus, you could have drugged it with something to kill me, so again. No thanks.”
That seems to have made him mad because the next thing I know he storms over to me and fiercely grabs my chin and pries my mouth open and shoves a handful of food in my mouth.
“I said you’re going eat you little bitch. We are going to have fun later.”
After he shoves the food down my throat, he opens the water and pours some in my mouth as well. I swallow some and hold what is left in my mouth and swish it around a bit and I look up at him with a smirk on my face, then I spit it with as much force as I can muster right into his face.
“I said, NO THANKS ASSHOLE!”
He doesn’t look very happy with me now. Next thing I know he slaps me hard across the face and slams me down on the mattress and tries to rip at my clothes and I start to squirm and wiggle out from under him but with my chains and the wolfsbane in my system, I can’t fight him off at all.
“I like my girls with some fight, but don’t worry baby, I’m going to enjoy this.”
I feel him remove one of his hands and the next thing I know I hear a zipper and I start to panic more and try to fight him off harder. Then I hear a voce come over the speaker system that I didn’t know was there.
“You better not do what you are thinking about. The boss won’t be happy with you.”
The next thing I know I am shoved harder into the mattress and then there is nothing. The rogue that was about to have his way with me releases me completely and he storms off and walks out and slams the door. I release a sigh of relief and try to compose myself. In the dark and dank room. When I look over, I see the remnants of my bowl of mush and the half empty water bottle.
As I sit here in the room chained with silver to the wall, I have also come to realize that without my wolf there isn't much I can do at this point, so all I can do is sit here and wait for either my wolf to come back or for Jaxson to come and get me, but I refuse to give up.
The room is dark and there are no windows or light coming in, so I have no sense of what time it is or how long I have been gone. I have no idea where I am and without my wolf, there is absolutely nothing I can do to get myself out of here. I just hope Jaxson doesn’t give up and think I am gone. With me sitting here unable to help myself makes me wish I would have at least let Jaxson mark me; I would at least be able to reach out to him through the mind link, but I can’t even do that right now. I just need to stay strong and keep the faith that he will find me.
After a while of nothing but silence and time to think and talk to myself, I hear the lock slide on the door outside and I begin to wonder if maybe Jaxson has finally come to save me and bring me home.
But when the door opens all, I can smell is dirty, sweaty man, and then I realize it's not Jaxson at all it's just a smelly rogue wolf. This is a different wolf from earlier, so I don’t have much to worry about, I don’t think…. Yet. Goddess, please help me. Help Jaxson find me soon, please.
“Hey there pretty lady. I brought you another snack. But instead of untying you because I think I like the way you look all tied up.”
He says with a sick grin on his face, and the look on his face makes my stomach churn. And he has another bowl of something along with another bottle of water and I begin to panic as he walks closer to me with the bottle and bowl in his hand and he grabs my chin with more force than necessary and shoves more of the mush down my throat. He lets go after a time and grabs the bottle and pours that down my throat as well. When he is done, he steps back and watches me for something I don’t know what but then.
“Enjoy your nap little wolf, we will be back soon to have some fun.”
Now I am beginning to panic because now I know this wolf has the same idea as the other one that was in here earlier. I need try and stay awake, who knows what they will do to me when I am knocked out.
He turns to walk out the door, but before he gets there I manage to ask, Where I am.
He looks at me with a sickly grin on his face.
“You’re in a place where your nightmares will come to life, and we are going to have loads of fun with you sweet thing.”
There goes my stomach again, especially when he comes close to me and brings his face close to my ear and breathes in my scent and then he lets a growl loose from his throat when he stands up straight again, I come face to…well groin and I can see that he is turned on and when I imagine what he wants to do to me, it makes my stomach churn even more. I hope Jaxson comes for me soon.
Where are you Jaxson?
“You stay put little one, I will be back soon, maybe we will have a little fun together when I come back.”
He says as he walks out of the door. Then I hear it, the locks sliding into place to keep me here and it leaves me to do nothing except wallow in my own thoughts of terror and worry. I hope someone comes for me soon. As he walks out the door and slides the locks into place, I begin to feel the effects of whatever he put in that food or water and I start to feel sleepy, I try to stand to walk around and keep myself awake but it’s no use, I slide to the floor and my eyes begin to close and I am plunged into darkness thinking of Jaxson.