Chapter 35: Chapter thirty-five-I already miss him

[REN]

After dinner, he led me upstairs to our bedroom. That's right, OUR.

At first, I tried to convince him about me staying in the guest room.

It's not that I don't want to sleep next to Azrael.

It's not that. I remember how much it hurt to be in heat. Even though I had experienced just a little, it still was Hell rather than something pleasant.

I don't know, would I be able to keep my hands away from him.

"You wouldn't, look at that killer body he has," my wolf spoke out of nowhere.

"Oh, it's so nice for you to join us... Finally," I replied.

"What has gotten into your pants and died Miss Sarcasm Universe?" she snared at me and crawled back to where she came from.

I smiled in victory. 1:0

All my pleads couldn't convince Azrael. He kept going over and over again about how he can't let me sleep in another room. About how he will do anything to stay by my side as much as he can.

Well, that was until now, I guess. I took a quick shower while he was placing around the bedroom, mumbling all sorts of stuff. Someone wasn't happy about me rejecting his offer to take a shower together — perverted wolf.

Since I'm brilliant, I managed to forget about taking clean clothes with me before taking a shower. Note the sarcasm. And actually, I was distracted by Azrael trying to get his ways with me.

I sighed and wrapped a towel around my body, holding onto it tightly, to prevent it from dropping and showing off lot more than I'd approve. As soon as I left the bathroom, Azrael instantly turned towards me. His eyes were slowly observing my body up and down. I felt uneasy under his glaze and kept switching my weight from one leg to another.

"Could you stop staring? You're making me uncomfortable," I said firmly.

His eyes kept flickering to black and again back to his natural eye color. So both of them, he and his wolf were fighting for dominance. Men.

"Princess, please put something on," he said through gritted teeth.

I nodded in approval and ran into the walk-in closet, to remember that I still haven't unpacked. Instead of digging into my bags and decide what should I wear, I sighed and looked around the closet for something comfortable. I grabbed one of Azrael's T-shirt's and slid it on. It was more of a dress than just a shirt for me. I was about to dry my hair when a strong pair of arms wrapped around my waist.

Familiar tingles danced on my skin - mate.

He leaned his head into my neck, deeply inhaling my scent.

"You're so damn beautiful," he murmured against my skin. I swear to God, you could cook something on my face because it was burning!

"And I must say, my clothes suit you, makes me want to rip them off completely," he continued. His hands slowly traveled to my hips, and in an instant, he turned me around to face him.

In a moment, his face was almost next to mine, slowly leaning closer, not ever breaking the eye contact. I stood there as if I was stupid, not moving, nor saying anything. But I couldn't; it's like I'm under his spell, and there will never be enough of him in my life.

"You're hot," he whispered and crashed his lips onto mine. At first, I didn't answer his kiss; it was so unexpected. He, on the other side, kept exploring my lips, leaving tingling sensation everywhere his lips have been even for a second.

Soon enough, I got back to my senses, and if out of instinct my arms wrapped around his neck, body crashed unbelievably close into his and lips moved in unison with his, deepening the kiss without realizing it.

I can't say that I don't want him, I do, I'm just scared. I feel like he's in love, but there's something he keeps hiding. Something I can't get out of my head, even though I don't know what is it.

I didn't notice how he laid me on his bed, still kissing, his hands slowly traveling all over my body. I don't know how long our make-out session went for, maybe around 10-15 minutes.

He moved away from me, clearly distracted by something. Soon I understand that he was mind-linking someone, and I better stay quiet.

"Princess," Azrael spoke, his voice full of regret and sorrow.

"What's wrong?" I asked.

"I have to leave for a few days. I'll arrange some of Omegas to come here and do daily chores around the house so that you could rest," he smiled at me widely.

"Leave? When?" I'm not sure what's happening, but it's not anything good for sure.

"I need to pack," he said and rushed into the closet.

"Where are you leaving?" I asked once again, slowly getting off from the bed and walking behind him.

"Pack business love, don't you worry about a thing," he said, not even sparing a glance at me.

"But it's so late, can't you leave tomorrow?" I didn't want to sound desperate. Ah, who am I kidding, I did seem like a desperate housewife now.

Azrael sighed and stood up. He placed a few gentle kisses on my mark, and I shivered in pleasure, I had to bite into my lip to keep quiet, I could barely hold my moans back.

"I'll send someone to guard the house, so I'll be sure that you're safe and sound. I will come back soon, my Queen, only a few days, alright?" He spoke, looking into my eyes.

I nod in approval, and he let go of me, again tuning away.

"Go to bed now; you need to rest," he ordered, as much as I wanted to argue, as much as I didn't want him to leave. I had no say in this.

I jumped into the bed like a child, earning chuckle of amusement from my mate. It took him only 10 minutes to pack and change clothes. He was ready to leave, while I just kept twisting and turning, unable to fall asleep.

"Be sure to get enough of rest because when I get back, I assure you that I'm not going to let you just sleep in my bed," he suddenly spoke, standing next to the bed. My jaw dropped, and he leaned to kiss my forehead. He winked at me and left me there speechless. Alone and speeches. I was so shocked; I couldn't understand was I scared of what he has just said or excited.

"I don't know about you, but I sure as Hell am excited," my perverted wolf spoke.

I rolled my eyes at her horny self and ignored what she just had said. It took me quite some time, but I finally managed to drift off to sleep. Only to be met with my mate, this time in my dreams. I already miss him.