VALERIE'S POV
"What are you doing?" I raised my eyes in shock when he pulled my hands behind me and tied me with his tie.
"Ambrose -"
"Sshhhh, trust me," Ambrose looked at me.
It was amazing how even after having so many insecurities and trust issues, only one sentence from Ambrose was enough to melt me and believe in him.
This wasn't realistic.
This man wasn't real. How can someone be so patient and loving? Does he really like me that much? I looked at the scratch marks on his chest made by me.
He was trying to control me when I lost control a few seconds ago and wanted to mate him, and I scratched him in the process.
He says he promised me he won't take advantage of me in this situation, and as much as I was grateful to him, for some reason, it was getting on my nerves.
Why was he so upright? Why doesn't he give in and just f*ck me? I swear, I won't say anything about it, and we can blame it on my heat phase.
As much as hard it was for me, I swear it was five times harder for him.
He was an Alpha and an unmated one at that. My scent must be making him and his wolf crazy to mate me. The alphas are ten times more sensitive than normal wolves. His self-control was out of this world.
I am sure if it had been me, I would've lost control immediately.
"Why are you going through this pain?" I asked, and Ambrose looked at me from under his lashes before smiling.
"It's not pain, my love. It's self-control. I am helping the person I am falling for. How can this be called pain? Pain is when you are hurt. I am not hurt. I am happy," Ambrose's words brought tears to my eyes.
How? How did I get so lucky suddenly? My entire life was a curse, and I thought it would be like that in the future too. Was the moon goddess suddenly willing to let go of my cursed destiny and ready to bestow me with happiness?
"What are you doing? Are you tying me to the -" The rest of the words stuck in my mouth when he placed his lips on mine.
"This will ensure that you don't lose your control. I don't want you to do anything that you'll regret later, Valerie. If we are going to have sex, I want it to happen because you want it and not because you were in the haze of lust," Ambrose looked deep into my eyes, and something exploded in me.
My heart ached and did a flip at his gaze.
'You are falling for him, Valerie,' Adele mentioned, and I gulped at the realization.
"O-okay. I won't," I looked away, and he suddenly laughed, making me look back at him.
"What's so funny?" I asked.
"Nothing, you just look so cute when you are being like this," Ambrose took off his shirt, and my fangs immediately tingled with increasing desire.
This heat wasn't the only thing making things hard for me.
"Are you ready?" Ambrose looked at me, and I didn't know how to answer that.
"Not yet?" Ambrose asked before he took off his pants, standing in front of me in shorts, and I felt my throat getting dry.
"Ambrose, you very well know how hard this phase is for me, and you are -" He pressed his lips on mine and licked my lips sensually.
"I know, sweetheart," He murmured against my lips before opening the buttons of my shirt softly.
Cold air touched my skin, and I bit my lips.
His touch was like an assault but a drug too. The more he gave me, the more I wanted.
He then moved to my shorts and took them off.
I sat in front of him with my hands tied in nothing but my undergarments. Ambrose drank me with his eyes like he was drinking some alcoholic beverage.
"You are so beautiful, sunshine. I can never get over it," Ambrose looked at me with a sincerity that put a hold on my lust for him momentarily.
He unbuckled my bra, letting it collect on my abdomen before removing it from my body.
I bit my lips when his hand played with the hem of my panties, and I took a shaky breath.
It was just the initial phase of the heat, so it was still bearable. If it had been the third day, I would have attacked and f*cked him by now.
"Your eyes are turning a darker shade of red now," Ambrose looked into my eyes with nothing but pure love, and I bit my lips before looking away.
I know he has a lot of questions, and I liked how he was trying to respect my boundaries.
"You were right earlier. I have found my wolf, but it doesn't want to come out. However, there is something else that you or anyone apart from the council doesn't know about me," I whispered and was about to speak when he placed his finger on my lips.
"I know you are uncomfortable talking about it, and I don't want to talk about anything that can ruin your mood. I want you to maintain that desiring look when you look at me like you want to eat me alive," Ambrose said before he pushed me down on the bed and took off my panties.
"You are dripping wet," he whispered against my hot demanding p*ssy, and I arched my back.
"You told me to leave. How can I do that and leave this golden opportunity to eat you as many times as I want?" Ambrose's eyes darkened, indicating his wolf was urging him to take over.
I am sure this was becoming hard for him too, and I am amazed by the kind of control he was showing. Even the human I was living with had given in after an hour.
"Allow me," he whispered, and as soon as his hot breath fanned my p*ssy, I was a lost cause.
F*ck! I couldn't control myself anymore. The last strings of my control shredded when his tongue started pressing against my sensitive G-spot that needed all his attention.
"Aaaahhh," I threw my head back when he started f*cking me with his tongue, massaging my cl*toris with his thumb.
I was sure he was doing it to calm me down quickly for the next heat influx, but I was nowhere near calm.
The fact that he tied my hands before doing this was making my mind go haywire. I wanted to be in control. I want to touch his head and press his face harder into my v*gina as he eats me out.
"Moan for me, Valerie. I want you to scream my name this time," Ambrose looked up before he climbed over me, leaving me a breathing mess.
What the - Why? I looked at him with questions when he didn't finish what he started and looked at me with those desired eyes.
With his predatory eyes on me, he placed his mouth on my br*asts, kneading the other one as he sucked on it like a baby.
"Ambrose, untie me -" I hated that my voice came out like I was pleading with him.
"Nope. I won't," Ambrose looked at me before giving my br*asts a hard lick.
He looked into my eyes with a smirk, and the next thing I knew, he inserted a finger inside my wet throbbing p*ssy.
"Aaahh, F*ck!!" I moaned.
"You are so hot, my love. I seriously wonder what would it feel like to have my thick c*ck tearing up your walls as I take you from behind, slamming you on the bed," he whispered into my ears with his mouth assaulting my neck now, and my throat felt constricted with all the desire I was feeling now.
This was the strongest desire I have felt for someone in all of my heats till now, and the fact that it was just the first day and hour makes me fear the next three days around him.
"D-don't say things that you can't and won't do," I looked into his eyes when he removed his mouth from my neck, and he smirked.
"Yeah? How can I? I love this helplessness in your eyes," He whispered, his lips almost touching mine.
I was about to lift my head to capture his lips when he suddenly inserted his second finger in my tight p*ssy, and I screamed.
"Aaaaa!" I threw my head back again when he started moving his fingers inside me.
"Moan my name, Valerie. Only then will I give you what you need this time. No more freebies until I hear you calling it as you need it like oxygen," he grabbed my chin and brought my face closer to him.
I saw him taking off his shorts with his other hand, and I lost all rationality and desire to be dominant immediately.
It's funny and anguishing at the same time, but I was too gone to care about it.
"Ambrose, I need you. I need your touch. Eat me, do me, f*ck me, I don't care, just help me through this heat. It's either that or leave. You are making it a hundred times more difficult for me. If Logan -" I couldn't complete it because his lips immediately crashed on mine, making it hard for me to breathe.
I fell backward because of his assault, and the feeling of his naked manhood rubbing against my demanding throbbing p*ssy was all it needed to awaken the monster inside me.
"Ambrose, that's enough," I looked at him before jerking my hands, the ties immediately coming off, and he looked at me with raised brows when I flipped us, sitting on top of him.
"Valerie, it's not what you want. You are just in a moment of heat. I don't want you to regret anything later and -"
I placed my finger on his lips.
"It's exactly what I want. I need this like oxygen, Ambrose. Even if it’s a hoax, I desire it," I said, and as if my hoax word challenged him, he pushed me down on the bed, his hand pushing my shoulder down as he came over me with angry eyes filled with lust.
"Nothing of it is a hoax, Valerie," He squared his jaws.
"Yeah? Prove it to me. Take my pain away and give me what I want," I snaked my hand around the nape of his neck before pulling his face down.
"I might not be falling for you, Ambrose, but you are the one I like. I have never allowed any werewolf this close to me other than you. I have never felt this overbearing feeling for anyone else, even when I was in a haze of lust and desire of my heat. I want you, Ambrose," I said with the most sincerity I could muster at a time like this when all I want to do is ride him, and he looked into my eyes for a few seconds before gulping.
"Don't regret it later," He said and hugged my naked body, my chest rubbing against his in affirmation, and that's all I needed to hear before my fangs started to elongate again.