Chapter 58: Walking Away

Darius POV 

I longed for him, to have him in my arms and kiss him all day long. No one makes me harden as he did.

When he had figured out that tattoo, I felt abashed. I got it the first time I fucked him, suck that subtle skin of his, spill my seed in his butthole.

The enticing image of him beneath my body, his plea, moan and soft body. When he tries to wrestle, he turns me on.

I could see feel my dick, stroking his butthole, his thighs clasm against my waist and how he convulse on the bead.

Our body kissing each other, the electrifying sensation running in me.

He tasted of heat and honey. Shit, I'm fucking Alan every day, every chance I get.

However, when duty calls, I've got to leave. Once I was sure he had fallen deeply asleep, I kissed him on his forehead, took him in my arms and placed gently on the bed.

A sided smile escaped my lips as I covered him, he curl himself in the blanket, mumbling and breathing hard.

"Darius" his lips mutters and I watch him grin naughtily.

He was thinking of me and I felt flustered but then, I had to leave. It saddens me though.

I moved away, got dressed while keeping the time in mind. I rolled my eyes towards the door, almost stepping out when I felt his arms around my waist, his

head on my back.

His warm breath sweeps all over my neck. My heart beats so fast that I froze where I stood.

He was quick and must have woken up, to realize I was leaving.

His body was cold now and his chest press against me back. I felt his unwaivering touch and I almost lost control.

"Come back in one piece to me" his voice cried, in a low weak tone. His dick cushion between my butt as he breath softly.

I tightened my grip on the doorknob, I couldn't assure that because I can't guarantee if I'd come back alive but then, I needed to save the people who needed me.

It was strange, how did he know I was heading somewhere dangerous?

I gnashed my teeth, I just didn't want emotions to get in my way as he was making me have a second thought.

Slowly, I rolled my eyes and met his warm gaze, tears were clouded in his eyes.

He was scared, I felt it as though I wouldn't be seeing him again.

I pulled his hand away my waist, and faced him properly, my palm on his cheeks and I made him stare into my eyes.

"Hey, pretty boy, missing me already?" I teased but he had serious, his worried eyes and sullen face were proof that he cried.

"Don't go peris" he cried and he quick embraced me with tears.

"I don't want to lose you" he furthered, tightening his grip on me and I exhaled softly.

My bright face became somber, he thinks I'm his ex. Hearing that name hurts. That must be why he keeps stopping me, afraid that he would lose me as peris.

I pressed my lips together, and refrain from his embrace. He was making me late and sick.

Peris is dead, and I just couldn't tell why I was getting jealous. I had Bryan right?

Alan was sticky, like a leech not wanting to let me go, his body glued on mine and cold run through my spine.

He keeps telling me not to go, I felt his tears dripping on my shirt as he buried his head on my chest.

"I'm Darius" I mused and it felt as though he was struck by something and he quickly took his arms away.

He stuttered back as I pant softly. Fuck, he was pissing me off with the name he keeps calling.

Disappointment wears his face as he swallows hard, fluttering his eyes at me. Doesn't he hate me now?

He wiped his tears and then raked his hair, certainly embarrassed that he embraced me.

I rolled my eyes with an expression of contempt and adjusted my wrist cuff, the best way to avoid this guy that makes me crazy.

My lips couldn't roll out a word, I couldn't tell why I was sad.

When do I have to hear him call my name in a sweet tone and not when we were only having sex?

"I'm sorry, I didn't mean that, I just..." He paused and then took a calculative step the bed, looking tired and weary.

"Get ready, the chauffeur would come pick you"

I informed and just left him behind. He'd be fine and it's a good thing he realized himself.

I stood by the door outside for a while, wanting to hear his voice from inside but he was quiet.

Anger wears me as I paced slowly away. Then I heard the door spur open.

I scoffed as I saw him peeping at me and then he slammed the door again.

With that, I was certain i'd come back in one piece.

I took another step closer when I suddenly heard his voice.

"Darius wait!" He called and I steadily threw my face at him, as though expecting his call.

I had goosebumps with the way he ran towards me. He had worn the dress I ordered for us both.

I just didn't know why I was clued to a spot, waiting rather than leaving and having him tail after me.

Alan was an inche close as he exhaled deeply with a serious gaze at me as always.

At least, he called my name in that harsh tone. I was acting like a vulnerable man in front of him.

I shouldn't think of him, I need to concentrate on what today has for me but no, he keeps coming back.

"Take me with you" he stated and I ducked my head at him. He was panting heavily as trying to button up but keeps missing his button.

The spark in his eyes, he had gained consciousness.

"No!" I gruesomely retort wanting to avoid him but he quickly obstructed my path, looking pathetic.

He haven't button up or taken a shower yet. I wish to take him along but it was dangerous and I was still mad at him for referring to me as peris.

"It's not a request but an order" he suddenly brawl and I narrowed my eyes at him.

No one orders me around.

"Get lost wimp" i barked and shoved him aside but then he held my hand, returning back to the spot he was, in front of me.

He pant heavily and stride his free hand inside his pant pocket, he suddenly brought out a chip, waving it to my face.

"I watch the content inside it and I know the cops are on the search for you, but your identity remains hidden" i spat and I widened my eyes at him.

A sudden fear grip me, however, I didn't want to show it. He must have taken it from my room earlier when he searched for a gun.

I narrowed my gaze around if perhaps anyone was close by but fortunately, there was none.

Quickly, I managed to grabbed his neck and banged his body to the wall, growling at him. 

He gaggled trying to wrestle out from my grip. Perhaps, I should kill him like his ex. He'd met him and then they could unite.

His feet were suspended in the air as he hits my hand to let go but my hands were fierce on him.

His eyes were closing up, his breath hassle as he wriggles his legs. His strength couldn't match up to mine.

"Da...ri..us"

"Die already Alan!"