"I never thought I would say this to anyone, but I want you to use me, exploit me in every possible way, Mami. Use my shoulders to cry on and my arms to be hugged, my body to receive warmth, my chest to keep your head on and badge it with your make-up, my heartbeats and breathings to lull you to sleep, my hair to tug and play with, my eyes to lose yourself in, my accent to swoon over, my insensate jokes to laugh and giggle, my kisses to make you feel loved, enhance your confidence and make you feel perfect and my touches to take away your insecurities and vulnerabilities. You, mami, are the best person to ever grace this universe. Use me as your sun, moon, stars, night, day, everything and anything you want. Use me anytime but don't shut me out like you did for the past week, I can't deal with that. By Allah, it takes away my sanity and reason to live. Tell me please..."

Zayn Borkan, makes her feel as though, perfection is real for whatever she does, is right to him. Even when her breathing pace changes, his heart spiked up in worry. There is nothing more important than Nana Aisha to Zayn and there never will. She is just too perfect and pure, also the most beautiful person to grace the earth for him.

"I wish I could hold your heart,

Cradle it gently in my hands.

My arms are not strong enough,

To hold what is not meant for it.

My eyes have seen a lot of things,

And I thought I'd seen them all.

But the way your smile ignites my own,

Makes me think there's so much more to see.

This walls around this heart of mine,

Have stood, collecting dust.

But it's as though you've found the gate,

That leads right to my trust.

I've liked my name before but not anymore,

But on your lips, it's heart warming.

And your voice is my new favorite song,

That's forever on repeat.

But even though I feel this,

I can never let you see.

Because you deserve a whole lot more,

Than a broken soul like me."

Aishatu.Xx

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